Don't Be Scared
Don't Be Scared is the second self-released cassette album by American singer-songwriter and outsider musician Daniel Johnston, recorded and released on July 1, 1982, under his own EYE Music label.[1] Consisting of 18 tracks primarily performed on piano, the album captures Johnston's raw, lo-fi aesthetic and introspective songwriting, marking an early milestone in his prolific career of homemade recordings.[1] The album delves into themes of love, loneliness, personal struggles, and existential reflection, with songs like "Going Down," "Harley Man," and the title track "Don't Be Scared" showcasing Johnston's vulnerable lyrics and simple, emotive melodies.[2] Recorded in a makeshift home studio, it exemplifies the DIY ethos of Johnston's early work, produced with minimal equipment and featuring his distinctive, unpolished vocals.[3] Despite its rough production quality—described by critics as disjointed and muddy in parts—the record highlights Johnston's ability to convey profound emotional depth through straightforward arrangements.[4] Don't Be Scared was later reissued on cassette by Stress Records in 1986, broadening its availability within the indie and alternative music scenes, and has since been remastered and included in retrospective collections of Johnston's oeuvre.[2] Its inclusion in box sets like The Story of an Artist (2010) underscores its significance in documenting Johnston's creative evolution during the early 1980s, a period when he was distributing tapes to friends and local audiences in Texas.[3] The album remains a key entry point for understanding Johnston's influence on outsider music and his enduring legacy as a cult figure in indie rock.[5]Production
Development
During the summer of 1982, between his sophomore and junior years at Kent State University in East Liverpool, Ohio, Daniel Johnston returned to his parents' home in New Cumberland, West Virginia, where he began work on what would become his second self-released cassette album, Don't Be Scared.<grok:render type="render_inline_citation">Recording
The album Don't Be Scared was recorded by Daniel Johnston in July 1982 in the basement of his parents' home in New Cumberland, West Virginia. [7] Johnston handled the entire process alone, without additional musicians or external producers, capturing the material during a break from his art studies at Kent State University's East Liverpool branch. [8][9] The sessions relied on rudimentary equipment, including a boombox for multitracking, with Johnston performing primarily on piano accompanied by his vocals, resulting in a raw, unpolished lo-fi aesthetic characterized by ambient basement echoes and minimal fidelity. [10][11]Artwork
Cover design
The cover design of Don't Be Scared features hand-drawn artwork created by Daniel Johnston, depicting his recurring character the Polka Dot Underwear Guy as an alter ego from his high school years.[12][13] This illustration embodies the simple, self-produced aesthetic typical of cassette tape packaging in the early 1980s DIY scene, where Johnston drew strange cartoons for his tape covers to accompany his raw recordings.[14] The initial release consisted of handmade, hand-dubbed cassette copies, reflecting Johnston's practice of individually crafting tapes for friends and strangers with minimal resources.[15] Handwritten labels were applied directly to the cassette and j-card, underscoring the artisanal, lo-fi production methods of his early self-releases before any broader duplication.[16]Symbolism
The cover artwork of Don't Be Scared features Daniel Johnston's recurring character known as the "Polka Dot Underwear Guy," depicted with the top of his head removed to expose the inner workings of his mind. This figure, an everyman archetype in Johnston's visual lexicon, symbolizes profound vulnerability, representing individuals embattled by life's struggles, including the artist's own battles with mental health and inner turmoil. The opened head specifically evokes the revelation of suppressed thoughts and emotions, underscoring a lack of barriers in artistic expression and personal exposure.[17] This imagery ties directly to Johnston's broader body of work, characterized by cartoonish, comic-book-inspired drawings that blend playful aesthetics with deep introspection. Influenced by pop culture icons and feverish sketching, his illustrations often externalize schizophrenic experiences through fragmented, symbolic forms, transforming raw psychological chaos into accessible yet haunting narratives. The "Polka Dot Underwear Guy" evolves in later pieces into figures like "Joe the Boxer," who grapples with duality—good versus evil—and bodily control, highlighting themes of innocence persecuted and resistance against societal norms.[18][19] Ultimately, the cover encapsulates the album's essence of raw emotional exposure, mirroring Johnston's unfiltered approach to songwriting and self-presentation. By baring the character's psyche, the artwork invites viewers into a space of unshielded authenticity, where vulnerability becomes a conduit for empathy and understanding, much like the intimate, lo-fi confessions heard throughout the record. This symbolic choice reinforces Johnston's outsider art status, where personal fragility is not hidden but boldly illustrated as a universal human condition.[20]Release
Initial release
Don't Be Scared was self-released by Daniel Johnston in 1982 on cassette through his own imprint, EYE Music, with an official release date of July 1.[1] The album emerged as a DIY project immediately following its recording in Johnston's parents' basement in West Virginia, where he handled all aspects of production independently.[21][11] Johnston produced a very limited number of cassette copies—initially akin to a single master tape—and circulated them among close friends and early supporters in a grassroots manner, without any commercial distribution or promotional support.[22][23] This purely independent effort exemplified Johnston's early approach to music dissemination, relying entirely on personal networks rather than formal label involvement.[24]Re-releases
Following its initial 1982 release as a self-released cassette, Don't Be Scared saw its first official reissue in 1986 on cassette by Stress Records, a label operated by Daniel Johnston's manager Jeff Tartakov.[16] This was followed by another cassette reissue in 1989 on the same label.[23] In 2004, Eternal Yip Eye Music released a remastered CD-R edition, marking the album's transition to compact disc format.[25] By 2010, the album was included in Munster Records' six-disc box set The Story of an Artist, available on both CD and LP, which compiled Johnston's early West Virginia recordings from 1980 to 1983.[26] That same year, Eternal Yip Eye Music issued a cassette reissue, noted for a mispress variant.[23] Subsequent cassette reissues appeared in 2014 and 2019, both by Eternal Yip Eye Music, reflecting ongoing interest in the original analog format.[21] In 2023, Shimmy Disc released a remastered digital version in FLAC format, expanding availability to streaming and download platforms.[23] Most recently, on October 31, 2025, Joyful Noise Recordings (in partnership with Shimmy-Disc) included Don't Be Scared—remastered by Kramer—as the second album in the limited-edition cassette box set In the 20th Century, a 16-cassette collection of Johnston's early works housed in a wooden box with accompanying liner notes and a bonus Jeremiah the Frog toy.[27] These re-releases evolved the album from its cassette origins to include remastered digital and compact disc options, with box sets providing contextual collections of Johnston's formative output without adding exclusive bonus tracks to Don't Be Scared itself.[23]Music and lyrics
Musical style
Don't Be Scared exhibits a lo-fi aesthetic characterized by its rudimentary production and tape hiss, achieved through recordings made on a cheap tape recorder.[28] The album's sound is dominated by piano-driven arrangements, with Daniel Johnston playing the instrument in a desolate and haphazard manner, creating sparse and straightforward compositions that underscore the project's minimalism.[14][11] Johnston's vocals are unadorned and raw, delivered with emotional immediacy and occasional improvisation, contributing to the intimacy of the performances without layered effects or studio polish.[11] This approach fosters a sense of vulnerability and directness, aligning with the album's overall unpolished quality derived from home recording in a basement setting.[28][14] In contrast to professional albums, the rawness here emphasizes personal expression over refined production, resulting in a distinctly amateur yet evocative sonic texture.[25] Spanning a total runtime of 60:37 across 18 tracks, the album maintains this minimalist intimacy throughout, allowing each song's simple structures to breathe and highlight the piano and vocals as primary elements.[5]Lyrical themes
The lyrics on Don't Be Scared recurrently explore themes of personal vulnerability and mental health struggles, often drawing from Johnston's own experiences with emotional isolation and psychological challenges. In the title track, for instance, lines such as "We think you have a problem / And this problem's made you ill" directly reference perceptions of illness and the emotional toll of artistic pursuit amid criticism, reflecting Johnston's battles with mental health issues like manic depression.[29] Similarly, "My Yoke Is Heavy" conveys a profound sense of guilt and unworthiness, with the chorus stating, "Somewhat disturbing is the sound of birds singing when you know you don’t deserve it," underscoring the weight of inner turmoil and self-doubt.[30] These themes are deeply autobiographical, rooted in Johnston's life as he navigated family dynamics, unrequited affections, and early adulthood transitions in the early 1980s. The album captures moments of raw introspection, such as in "Lost Without a Dame," where longing and dependency evoke real-life romantic disappointments, blending personal confession with universal despair.[29] Johnston's mother, Mabel, even interjects on the recording to urge him toward lighter material, commenting, "We have enough depressing songs. I'd like to see you do something fun," highlighting the intimate, unfiltered glimpse into his familial and emotional world.[30] A striking contrast emerges in the lyrics' childlike simplicity juxtaposed against their profound emotional depth, creating an effect of innocent wonder pierced by adult anguish. Simple, direct phrasing—like the hopeful yet fragile affirmations in "Don't Be Scared" ("There's a life worth living and it's interesting")—mimics nursery rhymes or folk tales, yet they articulate complex feelings of loneliness and resilience drawn from Johnston's psyche.[29] This duality enhances the artistic self-expression central to the album, where vulnerability becomes a vehicle for cathartic honesty rather than polished narrative.[30]Reception and legacy
Critical reception
Upon release and in subsequent retrospective album guides, Don't Be Scared received mixed critical reception, with ratings reflecting divided opinions on its raw, homemade aesthetic.[31] The Spin Alternative Record Guide described it overall as "poor to fair."[31] Critics frequently praised the album's unflinching honesty and emotional rawness, noting how Johnston's vulnerable vocals and piano-driven arrangements captured profound personal turmoil and heartbreak in a direct, unpolished manner.[28][11] However, the lo-fi production quality drew consistent criticism for its amateurish sound, including tape hiss, simplistic instrumentation, and lack of polish, which some reviewers felt undermined the material's potential despite its sincerity.[28][31] Standout tracks like "The Story of an Artist" were often highlighted in reviews for their poignant depiction of the struggles faced by a creative soul amid indifference and self-doubt, serving as emotional high points amid the album's uneven execution.[29][28]Cultural impact
The album Don't Be Scared has exerted a lasting influence on musicians and cultural figures, particularly through tributes that highlight Daniel Johnston's raw emotional style. Singer Kathy McCarty included covers of songs from the album, such as "I Had a Dream," on her 1994 tribute record Dead Dog's Eyeball: Songs of Daniel Johnston, which helped introduce Johnston's early work to broader audiences. Similarly, M. Ward recorded a version of "Story of an Artist" for the 2004 compilation The Late Great Daniel Johnston: Discovered Covered, preserving the track's introspective narrative in a more polished indie folk arrangement. These covers underscore the album's appeal to artists drawn to its lo-fi vulnerability and thematic depth. The album's themes of anxiety and reassurance found resonance in visual media, notably featuring in the 2005 documentary The Devil and Daniel Johnston, which chronicles the musician's life and incorporates elements of his early recordings and artwork from Don't Be Scared to illustrate his creative origins. This exposure contributed to Johnston's posthumous recognition as an outsider art icon. Subsequent events further amplified the album's cultural footprint. In March 2017, a tribute concert in Winnipeg featuring 13 local artists performing Johnston's songs raised funds for the Canadian Mental Health Association, emphasizing the album's relevance to mental health advocacy. Commercial collaborations extended its reach: in 2019, Vans partnered with No-Comply Skateshop for a limited-edition collection incorporating Johnston's doodles from Don't Be Scared and other early works on apparel and footwear. This was followed in 2022 by a direct Vans x Daniel Johnston capsule, printing motifs from Don't Be Scared—including its title imagery—onto SK8-Hi, Slip-On, and Authentic sneakers to celebrate his artistic legacy. In May 2023, the Redbud Gallery in Houston hosted the exhibition Don't Be Scared, showcasing Johnston's drawings and paintings inspired by the album, curated by his family to promote mental health awareness through art. In July 2025, the album was included in the cassette box set Hi, How Are You: Daniel Johnston In the 20th Century, remastering early homemade recordings for renewed accessibility.[7]Credits
Track listing
| Side | No. | Title | Duration |
|---|---|---|---|
| A | 1 | Going Down | 2:57 |
| A | 2 | Lost Without a Dame | 2:59 |
| A | 3 | Harley Man | 2:04 |
| A | 4 | Something More | 3:23 |
| A | 5 | Evening Stars | 2:05 |
| A | 6 | Cold Hard World | 3:11 |
| A | 7 | I Had a Dream | 2:42 |
| A | 8 | The Story of an Artist | 5:08 |
| A | 9 | My Yoke Is Heavy | 3:20 |
| B | 10 | Stars on Parade | 0:59 |
| B | 11 | And You Love It | 1:44 |
| B | 12 | I Had Lost My Mind | 1:46 |
| B | 13 | The Sun Shines Down on Me | 2:50 |
| B | 14 | Loner | 4:09 |
| B | 15 | Don't Be Scared | 3:20 |
| B | 16 | Lullaby | 3:12 |
| B | 17 | I Was Alone | 4:45 |
| B | 18 | Mother Mom Said | 2:33 |