Macy Rodman
Macy Rodman is an American singer-songwriter, performance artist, comedian, and podcaster based in New York City, recognized for her DIY experimental electropop and punk music that confronts taboos surrounding addiction, mental health, and queer experiences.[1][2] Born in Juneau, Alaska, Rodman relocated to New York in 2008 initially for modeling and fashion studies at Parsons, from which she later withdrew, subsequently immersing herself in Brooklyn's queer nightlife and art scenes.[1][3] Her discography includes the albums The Lake (2017), Endless Kindness (2019), Unbelievable Animals (2021), and SCALD (2025), characterized by meta-references, cultural critique, and influences ranging from Britney Spears to industrial acts like Skinny Puppy.[4][5] Rodman co-hosts the Nymphowars podcast with Theda Hammel, an absurdist comedy production that originated as discussions on dating as a transgender woman before evolving into radio-style plays.[3][1] Her performances blend singing, screaming, and rapping to challenge audiences, establishing her as a figure in niche queer and underground cultural spaces.[1][6]Early life
Upbringing in Alaska
Macy Rodman was born in Juneau, Alaska, in 1989.[7] Her father worked in construction and held libertarian views described by Rodman as "wingnut, white trash" tendencies, while her mother initially worked as a babysitter before becoming a state employee.[7] The family maintained a nominal Christian practice, attending church and enrolling Rodman in a Christian school from kindergarten through eighth grade, though religious conviction appeared limited.[7] Rodman's early education occurred in a Christian school housed in trailers with unaccredited teachers, where the curriculum emphasized Jesus over standard science and was promoted as superior to public schooling.[7] She later transitioned to public high school, where isolation in the remote city contributed to rebellious behavior, including drug use and associations with outcast peers interested in artists like Marilyn Manson and Nine Inch Nails, followed by emo and rock scenes.[7] Juneau's small scale—its downtown spanning just four blocks—and limited social outlets, blending hippie and libertarian elements, shaped her formative years, during which she developed an obsession with fashion.[7][8] Early musical interests emerged alongside her sister Ariel, a prodigy who played instruments while Rodman sang.[7] Limited exposure to queer culture included visits to a local sex shop run by an older gay acquaintance who introduced her to figures like Amanda Lepore, and admiration for a trans woman working at a grocery store noted for her beauty and kindness.[7]Education and initial interests
Rodman attended an unaccredited Christian school in Juneau from kindergarten through eighth grade, where the curriculum emphasized religious teachings over academic rigor.[7] She then transferred to public high school, during which she engaged in rebellious activities including drug use and breaking into abandoned houses, amid the isolation of Alaska's remote environment.[7] In 2008, at age 18 or 19, Rodman relocated to New York City to enroll at Parsons School of Design, focusing on menswear design as a means of escape from her hometown.[8] [7] She later withdrew from the program, citing dissatisfaction with its commercial orientation, creative constraints, and limited job prospects in the fashion industry.[8] [9] Rodman's initial interests centered on fashion, which she pursued obsessively while growing up in Juneau despite limited local resources.[8] She also developed an early affinity for music, privately writing songs influenced by her sister's proficiency as a musical prodigy, though she initially prioritized visual arts and design for practical reasons.[7] Exposure to queer media, such as Queer as Folk, and local figures sparked curiosity about gay and trans culture during her adolescence.[7] These pursuits reflected a blend of creative self-expression and a desire for outlets beyond Alaska's constraints, later informing her DIY approach to clothing alteration and personal style.[8]Relocation to New York City
In 2008, at the age of 19, Macy Rodman relocated from her hometown of Juneau, Alaska, to New York City to enroll at the Parsons School of Design, driven by a longstanding obsession with fashion cultivated during her upbringing in the remote state capital.[8][1] The move represented a significant shift from the isolated, boat- and air-accessible environment of Juneau to the urban creative hub of Manhattan, where Parsons offered rigorous training in fashion design.[10] Rodman soon discontinued her studies at Parsons, finding the program's structure incompatible with her artistic inclinations due to its heavy focus on commercial viability, job market preparation, and imposed creative constraints rather than unfettered experimentation.[9][11] This decision redirected her energies toward alternative pursuits in the city's nightlife and performance scenes, though she retained a hands-on approach to fashion through self-made costumes and alterations for her emerging artistic endeavors.[11] Rodman's time in New York, spanning over a decade from her arrival, positioned her within Brooklyn's queer underground communities, where the city's density of artistic opportunities contrasted sharply with Alaska's limitations, fostering her transition from fashion aspirant to multifaceted performer.[1][7]Career beginnings
Entry into nightlife and performance art
Upon relocating to New York City in 2008, Rodman initially enrolled in fashion school at Parsons but soon dropped out due to dissatisfaction with its creative constraints and job prospects.[1][12] She pivoted to the local nightlife scene, beginning with DJing at weekly parties on the Lower East Side.[13] Around 2011, Rodman incorporated drag into her performances while DJing at venues like Sweet Paradise, marking her initial foray into performative elements within underground queer spaces.[13] This evolved into cabaret-style acts from 2012 to 2015, characterized by absurd humor and satire, drawing on her background to critique and amplify chaotic, outsider aesthetics in Brooklyn's emerging art and nightlife circuits.[14][15] By 2013, she co-founded and hosted BathSalts, a weekly alternative drag show billed as "for fuck-ups," initially solo before partnering with Severely Mame, which solidified her role in fostering experimental, non-conformist performance communities amid the Bushwick and broader NYC queer nightlife landscape.[16][17] These activities positioned Rodman as a punk-inflected performance artist, leveraging live satire and multimedia to engage audiences in venues prioritizing raw, unpolished expression over mainstream polish.[1][18]Initial music releases and DIY approach
Rodman's debut EP, Help, was released on February 14, 2016, and made available on platforms including SoundCloud and Bandcamp.[19] [17] The five-track project featured "Lazy Girl" as the lead single, alongside "DBMH," "Drug Nights," a cover of Fleetwood Mac's "Landslide," and "Violent Young Men."[17] She wrote all the songs, recorded her own vocals, and co-produced with JX Cannon while overseeing production decisions, consistent with her self-described DIY methodology that prioritized personal involvement over external dependencies.[17] This independent release approach extended to her first full-length album, The Lake, issued in 2017 via the small New York-based label Sweat Equity.[8] The record included tracks like "Born" and "Strawberry Margarita," incorporating experimental pop elements inspired by 1990s diva aesthetics and trip-hop.[8] Rodman funded much of her early work through service industry jobs, enabling her to retain creative control and evolve the project from an initial pop-star concept into a broader performative outlet without major-label constraints.[1] Her DIY practices—encompassing songwriting, home recording, and direct-to-platform distribution—facilitated rapid experimentation in Brooklyn's underground scene, where she balanced music with drag and nightlife activities before gaining wider notice.[17] [1] This self-reliant model underscored her commitment to artistic autonomy, allowing thematic explorations of nightlife and personal identity unfiltered by commercial intermediaries.[8]Musical career
Debut works and style development
Macy Rodman's debut EP, HELP, was released independently on February 15, 2016, via Bandcamp.[20] Co-produced by Rodman and JX Cannon, the five-track release features songs such as "Drug Nights," "Violent Young Men," "Lazy Girl," "Don't Break My Heart," and "Landslide."[20] The EP addresses personal experiences including transphobia, depression, and drug use, delivered through raw, introspective lyrics set against lo-fi electronic and punk-inflected production.[20] This work established Rodman's DIY ethos, emphasizing self-recorded elements and unpolished aesthetics that prioritized emotional directness over commercial polish.[20][8] Following the EP, Rodman's first full-length album, The Lake, arrived on June 20, 2017, through the New York-based label Sweat Equity.[21] Comprising 10 tracks, the album expands on the EP's themes with a more surreal and atmospheric sound, blending moody sensuality with nightlife pulses, as heard in cuts evoking club environments intertwined with introspective narratives.[21][9] Production incorporates experimental pop elements, drawing from 1990s club beats while retaining punk-rock edges, resulting in a hybrid style often likened to "PJ Harvey at the club."[8] Rodman's vocals shift between vulnerable confessionals and defiant energy, supported by eclectic instrumentation that mixes synths, distorted guitars, and rhythmic loops.[8][9] These early releases marked the initial crystallization of Rodman's style, characterized by a fusion of combative punk attitudes with sugary dance-pop hooks, often infused with humor, self-deprecation, and performance-art flair.[1] From the EP's stripped-back urgency to the album's more layered surrealism, Rodman developed a signature approach that rejected mainstream conventions in favor of mind-bending, thematic depth—exploring identity, desire, and chaos through vibrant, campy visuals in accompanying music videos.[22][8] This evolution reflected her roots in Brooklyn's underground scene, where DIY production tools enabled rapid iteration between raw emotional outlets and polished, genre-blurring experiments.[10][1]Major releases and collaborations
Macy Rodman's third studio album, Unbelievable Animals, was released on August 27, 2021, through Accidental Popstar Records, comprising twelve tracks that explore themes of desire and absurdity in electropop and punk-infused styles.[23] Key singles included "Love Me!" and "Dirtbag," with the album receiving attention for its raw production and lyrical directness.[23] In 2022, Rodman issued Uncontrollable Flammables on March 4, a remix EP reworking tracks from Unbelievable Animals with contributions from multiple producers.[24] Notable collaborations featured Ariel Zetina on the "Permanent Vacation" remix and False Witness handling production for "The Aronofsky Method / Huge If True," which also included vocals from Pvssyheaven.[24][25] Additional remixes came from Veronica Electronica, Michete, Yufi, Jim Cannon, Penelopi, So Drove, and M Zavos, expanding the original material into experimental electronic variants.[24] Rodman's fourth full-length album, SCALD, appeared on October 10, 2025, via Bandcamp, blending synth-pop with trip-hop elements across eleven tracks.[26] It incorporated guest appearances, such as Colin Self on "Stairwell" and MAN ON MAN on "Kim Novak," alongside features from Liam Benzvi and Lavinia Eloise Bruce on "4 Boys, 500 Guitars."[26][27] Singles preceding the release, including "TSPG69" in May 2025 and "5 Mile Gyre" in August 2025, highlighted the album's satirical and narrative-driven approach.[26]Recent albums and projects
Rodman's fourth studio album, Scald, was released on October 10, 2025, via Sea Bream Records, comprising 11 tracks with a runtime of approximately 39 minutes.[26][28] The album incorporates elements of art-pop, post-punk, trip-hop, electronica, and indie rock, featuring guest appearances such as MAN ON MAN on the track "Kim Novak."[29] Cover art was created by Drake Carr.[26] Preceding the full release, Rodman issued the lead single "TSPG69" on May 7, 2025, which includes a music video directed by Martin Cohn, with cinematography by Michael Casker and editing/VFX by Peter Mark.[30][31] The album's sound has been described as adopting a harder-edged approach compared to prior works, emphasizing experimental songcraft centered on filmic femme fatale archetypes.[5] In 2022, Rodman released Uncontrollable Flammables, a compilation project featuring remixes of tracks from her prior album Unbelievable Animals, alongside new material such as "The Aronofsky Method/Huge If True" with additional collaborators and remixes like Ariel Zetina's take on "Permanent Vacation."[24][32] This release extended themes from her 2021 work into remix and collaborative formats.[24]Other professional activities
Comedy and podcasting
Rodman co-hosts the improvisational comedy podcast NYMPHOWARS with Theda Hammel, which launched in 2018.[33] The program features absurdist sketches, satirical takes on internet phenomena, and commentary on topics including celebrity trans figures like Caitlyn Jenner and reality television such as RuPaul's Drag Race.[34] Episodes often involve role-playing and exaggerated personas, positioning the hosts as self-described "world's smartest and prettiest transsexuals" delivering unfiltered humor aimed at niche online audiences.[35] By September 2025, the podcast had accumulated over 140 episodes and maintained a 4.9 average rating on platforms like Apple Podcasts and Spotify, reflecting sustained popularity within alternative comedy circles.[36][37] Beyond podcasting, Rodman has engaged in live comedy performances blending deadpan delivery with performative elements drawn from her music background. A full live set recorded at TV Eye in New York City on March 8, 2024, showcased her solo comedic timing during an event tied to her album release.[38] She has also guested on other comedy programs, including a 2023 StraightioLab episode discussing gender dynamics and community tropes, and appearances on shows like Craig & Friends where her humor intersects with discussions of media and personal aesthetics.[39][40] These outings highlight Rodman's versatility in translating podcast-style improvisation to broader comedic formats, often emphasizing chaotic, character-driven narratives over traditional stand-up routines.[41]Acting and media appearances
Rodman has pursued acting roles in independent films and television, often in comedic or ensemble capacities aligned with her performance background. She appeared in the 2024 comedy film Stress Positions, directed by Theda Hammel, which premiered at the Cannes Film Festival and explores themes of identity and quarantine-era absurdities in New York City.[42] In the same year, Rodman had a role in the HBO Max anthology series Fantasmas, created by Julio Torres, featuring surreal sketches and guest stars in a dreamlike narrative framework.[43] Upcoming projects include parts in the 2025 crime thriller Caught Stealing, directed by Darren Aronofsky and starring Austin Butler, as well as the short film Dolls.[44] Beyond scripted roles, Rodman has made media appearances through live performances and guest spots emphasizing her musical and comedic talents. In 2018, she performed a cover of Fleetwood Mac's "Landslide" on the variety show CompUSA Live, a Vimeo-hosted series showcasing pop and experimental acts in a retro-futuristic format.[45] She also featured as a guest on the YouTube web series UNHhhh hosted by Trixie Mattel and Katya Zamolodchikova in 2021, where she impersonated Caitlyn Jenner in a segment blending drag humor and celebrity satire.[46] These appearances highlight Rodman's versatility in blending performance art with on-camera presence, though her acting credits remain secondary to her primary work in music and podcasting.[1]Artistic style and influences
Musical and performative elements
Rodman's musical style fuses electropop with punk and electronic elements, often incorporating influences from 1990s pop icons like Britney Spears alongside industrial acts such as Skinny Puppy and emo bands like Dashboard Confessional.[1] Her compositions blend dance-pop rhythms with indie pop structures, featuring emotive vocals that range from singing and rapping to screaming over layered tracks.[47] As a trans musician, Rodman employs vocal modulation techniques, merging organic voice with digital processing to explore gender expression through sound, akin to contemporaries like SOPHIE.[48] In performance, Rodman adopts a confrontational approach rooted in punk aesthetics, designed to challenge audiences and expand comfort zones through high-energy, boundary-pushing sets.[1] Her live shows emphasize DIY ethos, with humor and self-deprecation informing chaotic, dance-inducing spectacles that draw crowds into frenzied participation, as seen in performances evoking club and drag traditions.[2] [49] Elements of her stage presence include genre-collaging—mixing pop gloss with raw punk aggression—and thematic provocations tied to nightlife and personal identity, creating immersive experiences that prioritize intuition and immediacy over polished convention.[12] [50]Thematic content and inspirations
Rodman's music frequently delves into themes of bodily autonomy, sexual desire intertwined with discomfort, and the surreal aspects of human experience, reflecting a punk-inflected confrontation with societal norms.[2] Tracks like "Greased Up Freak" blend explicit horniness with off-putting elements to challenge listeners' comfort zones, positioning the work as an anthem for outsiders in queer nightlife spaces.[2] Her lyrics often evoke chaotic personal narratives, including breakups and identity struggles, as seen in albums like Unbelievable Animals, where pandemic isolation amplifies motifs of relational turmoil and escapist fantasy.[51] Surrealism and trauma recur as core themes, influenced by explorations of the human form as a site of both ecstasy and horror. Rodman has cited an affinity for depictions of the body in states of "sexual, traumatic acid trip," which informs her electropop's darker undercurrents and performative intensity.[49] This extends to broader commentary on marginalization, with her art carving space for "freaks" amid American cultural constraints, particularly as a transgender performer navigating punk and club scenes.[2] Earlier works, such as The Lake, incorporate darkly surreal hooks amid simple desires, underscoring a tension between vulnerability and defiance.[21] Inspirations draw from 1990s alternative and trip-hop lineages, including Sinéad O'Connor, Björk, Portishead, PJ Harvey, and Tori Amos, which shape her fusion of raw emotionality with electronic beats.[8] Filmmaker David Lynch's influence manifests in thematic obsessions with distorted reality and subconscious drives, while figures like Liz Phair and Courtney Love contribute to the earnest, collage-like blending of pop earnestness and punk edge.[9][12] Lighter, groovy elements from sources like Austin Powers appear in rhythmic experiments, contrasting heavier inspirations to create eclectic, boundary-pushing soundscapes.[51] These draw from Rodman's DIY ethos and queer nightlife immersion, prioritizing visceral authenticity over polished convention.[1]Discography
Studio albums
Rodman's debut studio album, The Lake, was released on June 20, 2017, via the independent label Sweat Equity.[52][53] The 10-track record features electronic pop elements and includes the collaborative track "Grunt" with Mister Wallace.[52] Her second studio album, Endless Kindness, followed on November 8, 2019, also through Sweat Equity.[4][54] Comprising 11 tracks, it explores electropop and bubblegum bass styles.[55] Unbelievable Animals, Rodman's third studio album, was self-released on August 27, 2021.[23] The album contains 10 original tracks, including "Love Me!" as the lead single.[23] The fourth studio album, Scald, appeared on October 10, 2025, as a self-released 11-track effort running 39 minutes in length.[26][27] Lead single "TSPG69" preceded the full release.[30]Extended plays
Help is Macy Rodman's debut and only extended play, self-released on February 15, 2016.[20][56] The EP consists of five tracks, written entirely by Rodman and co-produced with JX Cannon, while Andrew Nerviano handled mixing and mastering.[20] The release addresses personal struggles such as transphobia, depression, and drug use, presented through a lens of absurd humor and stylistic nods to early 2000s pop music.[20] Tracks like "Drug Nights" and "Landslide" exemplify this blend, with electronic production emphasizing emotional introspection alongside satirical elements.[57]| No. | Title |
|---|---|
| 1 | Drug Nights |
| 2 | Violent Young Men |
| 3 | Lazy Girl |
| 4 | Don't Break My Heart |
| 5 | Landslide |
Singles and remixes
Macy Rodman's singles often serve as precursors to her full-length albums, blending electropop, punk, and electronic elements with themes of personal chaos and queer identity. Her debut single "Shiny/My Car," a split release with DJ Delish, appeared in 2018 and showcased her early experimental sound.[32] This was followed by "Greased Up Freak Part 1" in 2019, which anticipated tracks on her album Endless Kindness and highlighted her provocative lyrical style.[58] In 2021, Rodman issued multiple standalone singles tied to Unbelievable Animals, including "Love Me!" and "Rock 'N' Roll Gay Guy," both emphasizing high-energy, satirical takes on romance and subcultural tropes.[32] "Punk Rock Boyfriend" also emerged that year as a non-album single, reflecting her punk influences.[59] Earlier, "Lazy Girl" marked one of her initial digital releases, available on platforms like SoundCloud.[60] By 2025, amid promotion for Scald, Rodman released fresh singles such as "TSPG69," "5 Mile Gyre," and "Stairwell," maintaining her signature blend of abrasive electronics and confessional lyrics.[61] These tracks, distributed via major streaming services, underscore her ongoing evolution toward more polished yet unfiltered dance-pop.[62] Regarding remixes, Rodman's work includes limited contributions, notably "Sweet Turns Sour (So Drove Remix)" featured on the 2022 compilation Uncontrollable Flammables, which reinterprets her original material through external production lenses.[63] Such efforts demonstrate her openness to collaborative reinterpretations, though remixes remain secondary to her original output.| Title | Year | Notes/Album Association |
|---|---|---|
| Shiny/My Car | 2018 | Split single with DJ Delish |
| Greased Up Freak Part 1 | 2019 | Pre-Endless Kindness |
| Lazy Girl | Pre-2018 | Early digital release |
| Love Me! | 2021 | Tied to Unbelievable Animals |
| Rock 'N' Roll Gay Guy | 2021 | Tied to Unbelievable Animals |
| Punk Rock Boyfriend | 2021 | Standalone |
| TSPG69 | 2025 | Pre-Scald |
| 5 Mile Gyre | 2025 | Standalone |
| Stairwell | 2025 | Recent digital single |