My Amanda
My Amanda is a 2021 Filipino drama film written, directed by, and starring Alessandra de Rossi in her feature directorial debut, with Piolo Pascual in the lead role opposite her.[1] The story follows two exceptionally close friends, Amanda and TJ, who share nearly every facet of their lives over a decade, with their platonic bond serving as the sole unchanging element amid evolving personal circumstances.[2] Released exclusively on Netflix on July 15, 2021, the film delves into themes of deep friendship, emotional intimacy, and the challenges of romantic relationships in contrast to enduring companionship.[2] The production of My Amanda marked a significant milestone for de Rossi, who transitioned from acclaimed acting roles to helm her first feature as director, drawing on her experiences to craft an intimate narrative.[3] Filmed in the Philippines, it features a supporting cast including KC Montero, Alex Medina, and Jess Mendoza, and emphasizes authentic portrayals of friendship dynamics without relying on conventional romantic tropes.[2] Upon release, the film garnered attention as one of Netflix's most-watched titles in the Philippines, though it received mixed critical reception.[1] The film also received accolades, including a Best Actress award for de Rossi at the 2022 PMPC Star Awards. Reviewers praised its heartfelt depiction of non-romantic bonds and strong performances by the leads, particularly de Rossi's nuanced portrayal, while some critiqued the understated narrative and off-screen developments as limiting its dramatic impact.[4][5] On IMDb, it holds a 5.9/10 rating from 4,420 users as of November 2025, reflecting divided audience opinions on its emotional resonance.[1]Story
Plot summary
My Amanda follows the decade-long platonic friendship between TJ, nicknamed "Fuffy" (played by Piolo Pascual), and Amanda, nicknamed "Fream" (played by Alessandra de Rossi), two best friends whose intimate bond leads others to frequently mistake them for a romantic couple.[2] The story begins with the pair already deeply connected, sharing everyday routines such as barging into the bathroom while the other showers, sleeping in the same twin bed, and finishing each other's sentences, highlighting their unparalleled comfort and lack of boundaries.[4] As their lives evolve over the years, TJ and Amanda navigate personal heartbreaks and growth while supporting one another unconditionally. Amanda grapples with a tumultuous engagement to her fiancé Kelvin, marked by breakups and reconciliations, prompting periods of reflection and road trips where the duo parties, gets matching tattoos, and creates bucket lists together.[4] TJ, meanwhile, cycles through his own romantic relationships, always turning to Amanda for solace during tough times. Their adventures include lively karaoke sessions, such as a tipsy rendition of Chaka Khan's "Through the Fire" that escalates into a bar brawl, and serene travel moments like lounging in a hammock under the stars or visiting Amanda's grandmother, who playfully urges them toward romance despite their insistence on friendship.[6][5] Tensions arise from societal expectations, with family and friends repeatedly questioning why their closeness hasn't blossomed into love, creating awkward moments that test but ultimately reinforce their commitment to platonic devotion.[4] Through career shifts and personal milestones—though specifics remain understated—their bond endures as the sole constant. Years later, Amanda becomes pregnant and gives birth to a daughter, but tragically dies shortly afterward. TJ then raises "Little Amanda," honoring their lifelong promises and the profound strength of their non-romantic love.[7]Themes
My Amanda explores the central theme of platonic male-female friendship, challenging traditional romantic assumptions by depicting a profound, non-romantic bond between protagonists TJ and Amanda that endures through life's changes. The film subverts "anti-rom-com" tropes by avoiding inevitable romantic tension, instead emphasizing mutual support without vulnerability leading to love, as director Alessandra de Rossi intended to portray an "unusual closeness" free from romantic expectations.[8] This narrative choice highlights how such friendships can serve as soulmates, offering emotional fulfillment outside conventional romance.[9] The story delves into identity and self-discovery through the characters' evolving bond, with Amanda's artistic pursuits as a stylist symbolizing her quest for creative expression amid personal uncertainties, while TJ provides stability as a grounded, humorous counterpart who anchors her during turbulent times. Their relationship fosters growth, as seen in moments where Amanda navigates failed romances and TJ offers unwavering companionship, reinforcing themes of personal evolution without romantic entanglement.[10] De Rossi drew from real-life inspirations, including her own friendships, to authentically capture this dynamic of self-realization through platonic intimacy.[11] In a Philippine context, the film incorporates cultural elements such as Filipino urban life, portraying the characters' daily struggles in city settings—from Amanda's modest apartment to TJ's more affluent lifestyle—reflecting the contrasts of modern Manila existence. It subtly addresses societal expectations on friendships, particularly the pressure to conform to romantic norms between opposite genders, challenging Filipino cultural assumptions about relationships and family roles by prioritizing non-traditional bonds over marriage or partnership.[10] Family dynamics are evoked through references to communal support, akin to extended Filipino kinship, though the focus remains on the duo's chosen family formed by their enduring friendship.[9] De Rossi's vision underscores this as a fresh take on Filipino romance, celebrating platonic love as a viable path amid societal scrutiny.[11]Cast
Principal cast
Alessandra de Rossi stars as Amanda, nicknamed "Fream," a quirky and artistic woman who navigates life's ups and downs through her deep bond with her best friend, portrayed with an intentionally unglamorous, casual demeanor to emphasize platonic intimacy rather than romantic allure.[12][8] As the film's writer and director, de Rossi's multifaceted role allowed her to shape Fream's portrayal authentically, avoiding conventional romantic tropes that another director might have imposed, though she described the multitasking as "draining" yet fulfilling.[8][13] Piolo Pascual plays TJ, nicknamed "Fuffy," the grounded and supportive counterpart to Fream, often perceived as the romantic lead due to his charismatic presence but defined by his humorous, unconventional traits like tattoos and piercings that mirror his real-life personality for added relatability.[14][15]Supporting cast
Luz Valdez portrays Amanda's grandmother, Inang, who provides a familial perspective on the central friendship between Amanda and TJ.[16][17] KC Montero plays Kelvin, a mutual friend of the protagonists.[16] Helga Krapf appears as Marie.[18] Other minor roles include Alex Medina as the bartender.[18]Production
Development
My Amanda marks Alessandra de Rossi's directorial debut, with development beginning in September 2017 shortly after the release of Kita Kita, in which she had starred. De Rossi conceived the project as a personal thank-you to Piolo Pascual and his production company for the opportunities provided by that film, initially approaching other directors who expressed skepticism about a story centered on platonic friendship between a man and a woman. Unable to find a director who aligned with her vision, de Rossi decided to helm the project herself, completing the script by February 2018 before principal photography commenced in 2019.[11] The writing process drew heavily from de Rossi's real-life friendships, particularly her platonic bonds with male friends, including Pascual, as well as observations of Pascual's close relationships with his best friend TJ and director Joyce Bernal. These inspirations shaped the script's evolution to foreground non-romantic, deeply supportive connections, challenging conventional romantic tropes and emphasizing emotional intimacy without sexual tension—a theme reinforced by influences like Barbra Streisand's The Mirror Has Two Faces. De Rossi incorporated authentic elements, such as nicknames "Fuffy" and "Fream" derived from her own interactions, to highlight the purity of such bonds.[13][19][11] The film was produced by Spring Films and AWOO KC, with Piolo Pascual serving as executive producer through his Spring Films banner and Joyce Bernal acting as creative producer to guide de Rossi in her multifaceted role. Additional producers included de Rossi herself, her sister Assunta de Rossi, and brother-in-law Jules Ledesma, reflecting the project's intimate, collaborative origins.[13][20][19] Initial casting centered on de Rossi as Amanda and Pascual as TJ, selected for their established on-screen and off-screen chemistry from prior collaborations like Kita Kita and Hele sa Hiwagang Hapis, which allowed for natural portrayals of the characters' easy camaraderie. As a debut directorial effort, de Rossi faced hurdles in securing alignment on the project's unconventional focus, ultimately relying on personal connections to greenlight production.[8][11]Filming
Principal photography for My Amanda commenced in 2019 and lasted 10 to 11 days, with filming completed that year; the release was delayed until 2021. Crews shot up to 12 sequences per day and wrapped as late as 1 a.m. to meet the tight timeline.[8][11] The production took place primarily in La Union, Philippines, utilizing scenic spots such as the Paraoir Man-Made Forest along the Bacnotan-Luna-Balaoan Road for road trip sequences, Thunderbird Resort Poro Point in San Fernando City, and surfing areas in San Juan to capture the characters' intimate journeys.[21] Cinematographer Boy Yñiguez employed natural lighting and soft visuals to portray the film's everyday moments with authenticity and emotional depth, drawing on his prior work in intimate dramas.[22] Alessandra de Rossi's dual role as director and lead actress presented substantial challenges, including multitasking production duties amid unpredictable weather like sudden rain that disrupted outdoor shoots and incurred location costs; this stress resulted in her hospitalization three times over two weeks, including after the first day of filming.[13][23] In post-production, editor Joyce Bernal refined the footage to preserve the narrative's emotional continuity, working closely with de Rossi to align the intimate performances with the story's heartfelt tone.[11] The technical team, featuring production designer Paul Z. Infante and art director Jocel Rada, supported the low-budget production's efficiency by crafting realistic, character-driven environments using resourceful, on-location setups.[24]Release
Release dates
My Amanda premiered globally as a Netflix original film on July 15, 2021.[25] In the Philippines, the film was available immediately upon its global release and quickly rose to the number two trending title on Netflix within two days.[26] No major festival screenings preceded the streaming debut, with the film going directly to Netflix following production completion in early 2021. As of 2025, My Amanda remains accessible worldwide on the platform.[2]Distribution
My Amanda was distributed exclusively through Netflix, which acquired worldwide streaming rights in collaboration with the film's production company, Spring Films. The partnership enabled a global premiere on the platform on July 15, 2021, bypassing traditional theatrical channels.[2][27] The film received no theatrical release, opting instead for a direct-to-streaming model influenced by the COVID-19 pandemic, which had halted cinema operations and delayed the project from its original 2020 schedule. This approach aligned with the production's scale as an independent Philippine feature, prioritizing accessibility amid ongoing restrictions.[23][25] For international distribution, My Amanda was subtitled in multiple languages, including English, Spanish (Latin America), Filipino, Chinese (Simplified), French, and Portuguese, facilitating viewership across diverse regions. The film gained traction in Asia-Pacific markets, topping charts in the Philippines and extending popularity to areas like Qatar and the United Arab Emirates through Netflix's promotional efforts.[2][28] Home media options for My Amanda remain primarily digital, with availability for purchase or rental on Netflix, though no physical DVD or Blu-ray releases have been issued.[2]Reception
Critical response
Upon its release, My Amanda received a mixed critical reception, with aggregate scores reflecting moderate audience approval. On IMDb, the film holds a 5.9 out of 10 rating based on 4,420 user votes (as of November 2025).[1] Rotten Tomatoes lacks a Tomatometer score due to limited critic reviews (only three), but audience feedback highlights praise for the on-screen chemistry between leads Alessandra de Rossi and Piolo Pascual.[29] Critics and viewers lauded the film's honest depiction of a deep platonic friendship, particularly the duo's portrayal of best friends TJ and Amanda, whose bond endures life's changes without romantic tension. In a review for Decider, critic Garrett Martin described it as a "heartfelt, honest film about one of the most meaningful kinds of bonds life has to offer," emphasizing its strength in simplicity and the performers' grounded chemistry.[4] Philippine outlet Esquire Philippines echoed this, noting the "strong chemistry between Alessandra de Rossi and Piolo Pascual [that] leaps off the screen" in showcasing a rare, asexual male-female friendship, calling it a "testament to bucking convention."[10] Similarly, When In Manila praised the "beautiful portrayal of a healthy platonic friendship," highlighting how the characters' mutual trust and support resonate as familial, with the leads' rapport making it relatable for Filipino audiences navigating similar dynamics.[30] Some reviews pointed to mixed elements, including pacing issues and predictable elements that tempered enthusiasm. The Review Geek critiqued its "slow-paced slice of life drama," suggesting the narrative lacks compelling momentum despite authentic relationship moments.[31] Palabas Taya noted the ending's predictability due to "clumsy instances of forced foreshadowing," though it did not detract from the emotional core.[32] Despite these, audience responses often underscored relatability in Filipino cultural contexts, with IMDb users calling it "poignant" and "relatable" for its portrayal of enduring friendships amid personal struggles.[33] The film quickly gained traction on Netflix in the Philippines, trending as the top 2 title just two days after its July 15, 2021, premiere, according to GMA Network.[26] ABS-CBN reported it as the most popular Filipino title on the platform shortly thereafter, boosting its visibility among local viewers.[28]Accolades
My Amanda received recognition primarily in technical categories at major Philippine film awards, underscoring the film's achievements as a directorial debut despite its mixed critical reception. The movie garnered two wins and several nominations across prestigious ceremonies, with particular acclaim for its visual effects and musical scoring. These honors highlight the contributions of the production team in elevating the film's emotional narrative through innovative technical elements.[34] At the 70th FAMAS Awards in 2022, My Amanda won Best Visual Effects for the work of Santelmo Studio, marking a standout achievement in the category.[35][34] The film also received nominations for Best Musical Score (Kettle Mata), Best Editing (Joyce Bernal and Renard Torres), and Best Supporting Actress (Luz Valdez).[36][37] In the 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies in 2023, My Amanda secured a win for Movie Musical Scorer of the Year (The Storyteller Project), further affirming its strengths in sound design.[38][39] The film earned nominations for Movie of the Year, Movie Actress of the Year (Alessandra de Rossi), Movie Actor of the Year (Piolo Pascual), and Movie Director of the Year (Alessandra de Rossi).[40][41]| Award Ceremony | Category | Result | Recipient(s) |
|---|---|---|---|
| 70th FAMAS Awards (2022) | Best Visual Effects | Win | Santelmo Studio |
| 70th FAMAS Awards (2022) | Best Musical Score | Nomination | Kettle Mata |
| 70th FAMAS Awards (2022) | Best Editing | Nomination | Joyce Bernal, Renard Torres |
| 70th FAMAS Awards (2022) | Best Supporting Actress | Nomination | Luz Valdez |
| 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies (2023) | Movie Musical Scorer of the Year | Win | The Storyteller Project |
| 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies (2023) | Movie of the Year | Nomination | - |
| 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies (2023) | Movie Actress of the Year | Nomination | Alessandra de Rossi |
| 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies (2023) | Movie Actor of the Year | Nomination | Piolo Pascual |
| 38th PMPC Star Awards for Movies (2023) | Movie Director of the Year | Nomination | Alessandra de Rossi |