Sick Boi
Sick Boi is the second studio album and first in nearly eight years by Welsh rapper, singer, and producer Ren (born Ren Gill), released independently on 13 October 2023 through The Other Songs.[1][2] The 18-track project, self-produced by Ren, chronicles his personal battles with chronic illnesses including Lyme disease, autoimmunity, and related health complications, blending raw introspection with energetic hip-hop, rock, and electronic elements.[3][4] Ren, hailing from the Isle of Anglesey in Wales, rose to prominence through his 2022 viral spoken-word track "Hi Ren," a 16-minute piece detailing his mental and physical health struggles that amassed millions of views on YouTube.[4] Sick Boi builds on this foundation, featuring standout tracks like the title song "Sick Boi," "Seven Sins," "Money Game, Pt. 3," and "Genesis," which mix lyrical storytelling with dynamic production to address themes of resilience, societal critique, and personal redemption.[3] The album's creation occurred amid Ren's ongoing medical treatments in Canada, reflecting a deliberate balance between artistic ambition and health management—he even declined a Glastonbury Festival invitation to prioritize recovery.[4] Commercially, Sick Boi achieved immediate success, debuting at number one on the UK Albums Chart and outselling Rick Astley's Are We There Yet? in a close contest, securing Ren's first chart-topping position.[5][6] It also entered the Billboard 200 at number 137, marking Ren's debut on the US ranking,[7] and the title track faced temporary removal from streaming platforms due to copyright issues before being reinstated in October 2025. The release underscored the viability of independent music in the digital era, with physical editions like limited-edition red-and-black splatter vinyl contributing to its cult following among fans drawn to Ren's authentic narrative style.[8]Background and development
Concept and inspiration
'Sick Boi' is the second studio album by Welsh rapper and musician Ren (Ren Gill), conceptualized as a hip-hop-focused project that delves into his personal battles with chronic illness and broader societal critiques. Ren challenged himself to produce an entirely hip-hop album, drawing from his experiences with autoimmune conditions, including Lyme disease, which he had been misdiagnosed with earlier as depression and chronic fatigue syndrome. The title track, "Sick Boi," specifically narrates his frustration with the medical industry's dismissive approach and its "conveyor belt style of diagnoses," reflecting a decade-long struggle with health that shaped the album's core narrative.[9] The album's inspiration stems from Ren's daily reality of managing severe health issues, such as requiring intravenous treatments five days a week and daily medication, which he transforms into art as a means of empowerment. He views pain not merely as suffering but as a "gift" that provides a unique perspective, allowing him to "alchemize" adversity into music and avoid a victim mentality. This alchemical process is evident in themes of grief, mental health, and a strained relationship with faith—often used as a metaphor for lost trust in healthcare—infusing the work with raw emotional depth. Ren began developing the album during the COVID-19 lockdown, using the isolation to rediscover joy in music production and pay homage to hip-hop culture, which he credits as a "silver lining" amid his ongoing medical routines.[10][11] Beyond personal health, the concept extends to societal "sickness," as explored in extensions like "Sick Boi Pt. 2," which critiques moral decay and institutional failures over heavy basslines. Ren's self-production approach was driven by a desire to hone his beat-making and lyrical flow, creating a dark, futuristic soundscape that mirrors the bleakness of his experiences while seeking beauty within it. This blend of introspection and cultural nod positions 'Sick Boi' as both a therapeutic outlet and a bold artistic statement on resilience.[9][11]Recording process
Ren began working on Sick Boi during the final UK lockdown in 2021, following a period of frustration with the music industry that led him to step away temporarily.[11] Self-producing the album from his home setup in a small Welsh village, Ren drew on his early experiences creating beats in isolation, as local collaborators were scarce.[10] The project initially lacked a cohesive theme but evolved organically as Ren incorporated hip-hop foundations blended with EDM elements and fewer live instrumentation compared to his prior work.[11] Much of the recording took place amid Ren's ongoing health struggles, including Lyme disease and autoimmune conditions, while he underwent nearly a year of intensive treatment in Canada starting around 2022.[4] This period infused the album's darker tones, with sessions adapting to his physical limitations and perfectionist tendencies, which he described as sometimes "shooting himself in the foot" during creative processes.[4] The title track "Sick Boi," released as a single in January 2023, was co-produced by Ren and KUJO, marking one of the few external contributions to the otherwise solo effort.[3] Finalization occurred post-treatment, with Ren prioritizing health recovery—such as declining a Glastonbury performance—to complete the 18-track album without compromising quality.[4] The process emphasized digital production tools for beats and vocals, reflecting Ren's multi-instrumentalist background on piano and strings, as heard in tracks like "Money Game, Pt. 3."[11]Music and lyrics
Musical style
Sick Boi is primarily a hip-hop album that incorporates a wide array of genre influences, creating an eclectic and kaleidoscopic sound. Rooted in rap and conscious hip-hop traditions, the album features Ren's versatile delivery, which shifts between intense, fast-paced flows reminiscent of early Eminem and more melodic, sung choruses.[9][12] The production, largely self-handled by Ren, blends futuristic hip-hop elements with old-school beats, acid house basslines, trip-hop atmospheres, grime edges, techno infusions, pop structures, soulful hooks, and reggae rhythms, all achieved on a modest budget yet rivaling high-end commercial outputs.[12][11] Key tracks exemplify this genre-spanning approach. For instance, "Animal Flow" draws from Kanye's "Black Skinhead" with its dark, tribal percussion and intricate, growling lyricism, while "Murderer" fuses early Eminem-style flows over an old-school beat with reggae influences from Barrington Levy.[9] "Illest Of Our Time" evokes The Prodigy's electronic intensity through acid basslines and futuristic soundscapes, positioning it like a video game soundtrack, whereas "What You Want" channels 1990s hip-hop vibes akin to Beastie Boys and A Tribe Called Quest with scratching and playful lyricism.[9][12] Tracks like "Down On The Beat" lean into EDM club energy with techno elements, highlighting Ren's ability to craft dancefloor-ready bangers alongside introspective rap.[9][12] Influences from artists like Kendrick Lamar appear in tracks such as "Genesis," which uses simple drums and acoustic guitar for a grounded, narrative-driven rap, and "Wicked Ways," emphasizing self-contradictory flows.[9] Nu-metal and alternative rock echoes surface in "Lost All Faith," inspired by System of a Down and Linkin Park, blending heavy riffs with dual-character storytelling.[9] Overall, Ren's style prioritizes raw articulation and cadence, delivering brutal honesty through slick production that defies traditional hip-hop boundaries.[12][11]Themes and songwriting
Ren's album Sick Boi centers on themes of chronic illness and physical suffering, drawing directly from his personal experiences with Lyme disease and autoimmune conditions that require daily medication and intravenous treatments five days a week.[10][13] The title track "Sick Boi" exemplifies this by critiquing the medical industry's commodification of human suffering, portraying Ren's battles with misdiagnosis and ineffective treatments as a broader indictment of systemic failures.[9] Pain is depicted not merely as a burden but as a catalyst for creative alchemy, allowing Ren to transform personal agony into artistic expression and gain a unique perspective on life.[10] Recurring motifs extend to mental health struggles, grief, and existential questioning, often intertwined with spiritual turmoil. Tracks like "Lost All Faith" confront distrust in both religious and medical institutions through dual-character narratives, reflecting Ren's turbulent relationship with his concept of God amid unrelenting suffering.[10][9] "Suic*de" serves as a raw tribute to a friend lost during lockdown, exploring the emotional weight of suicide and isolation.[9] Societal critiques emerge prominently, as in "Animal Flow," which draws from literary works like Animal Farm and Lord of the Flies to address human greed, pride, and division, urging empathy over conflict.[10][9] The sequel "Sick Boi, Pt. 2" amplifies these ideas, linking personal sickness to broader societal ills over a heavy bassline.[9] In terms of songwriting, Ren adopts a self-produced, hip-hop-centric approach, incorporating elements of his usual folk and orchestral styles in select tracks while emphasizing lyrical depth and narrative storytelling.[9] He builds on confessional styles from prior works like "Hi Ren," using raw, introspective lyrics to map character arcs—such as the moral corruption in "Money Game, Pt. 3," inspired by Scarface and Breaking Bad.[13][9] Influences from artists like Kendrick Lamar, Eminem, and Tribe Called Quest shape his flows and production, blending relaxed deliveries with experimental beats, as in "Genesis" or the acapella punk-hip-hop of "Loco."[10][9] Lighter moments, such as the playful euphemisms in "Love Music, Pt. 4" or the Beastie Boys-inspired nostalgia of "What You Want," provide contrast, highlighting Ren's versatility in wordplay and rhythm while maintaining thematic cohesion around self-contradiction and rebirth, as explored in "Masochist."[9]Release and promotion
Announcement and singles
Ren released a series of promotional singles in late 2022 and early 2023 to build anticipation for his second studio album, Sick Boi. The campaign began with "The Hunger" on September 22, 2022, a high-energy track addressing personal pain and ambition that introduced the album's introspective hip-hop style.[14] This was followed by "Genesis" on October 13, 2022, an acoustic-driven piece exploring themes of rebirth and vulnerability, accompanied by a one-take music video shot on the streets of Brighton.[15] "What You Want", released on November 3, 2022, offered a satirical take on the music industry's commercialization, marking a shift toward more confrontational lyricism.[16] The title track, "Sick Boi", arrived as the lead single proper on January 19, 2023, self-directed by Ren and featuring production by Kujobeats; it candidly depicted his chronic health battles and became a viral hit with over 13 million YouTube views.[17] Ren had teased the album's concept earlier through direct-to-fan updates, promising monthly single drops leading to the full release, positioning Sick Boi as a hip-hop-focused project born from his decade-long health struggles. Additional pre-album singles included "Illest of Our Time" on March 29, 2023, a high-tempo track showcasing rapid-fire flows; "Animal Flow" on May 4, 2023, blending electronic and hip-hop elements; "Suic*de" on June 8, 2023, a raw reflection on grief and mental health dedicated to a lost friend; and "Murderer" on July 21, 2023, which sampled Barrington Levy's 1993 reggae classic to explore guilt and redemption.[18] The album received its official announcement on August 18, 2023, via a press release covered by Clash magazine, confirming an October 13, 2023, release date through The Other Songs label and unveiling the 18-tracklist along with pre-order availability at sickboialbum.com.[19] Coinciding with the reveal was the single "Love Music, Pt. 4", continuing Ren's long-running series on his passion for artistry amid adversity.[19] Ren emphasized the project's self-produced nature, stating it challenged his production skills and flow while serving as a "victory over my health."[20] These efforts, driven by direct fan engagement and viral videos, helped propel Sick Boi to independent success ahead of its launch.Marketing and tour
The marketing campaign for Sick Boi relied heavily on direct-to-fan strategies, capitalizing on Ren's established online community without a traditional major-label budget. Released independently through The Other Songs, the album's promotion centered on digital platforms where Ren had built a substantial following, including 1.1 million YouTube subscribers, 1 million monthly Spotify listeners, and 879,000 TikTok followers at the time of release.[21] From Canada, where he was undergoing treatment for chronic health issues, Ren conducted daily livestreams on YouTube, Twitch, and Discord to connect directly with fans, fostering engagement and driving pre-orders that exceeded 25,000 units globally.[21] A key element was the viral pre-release single "Hi Ren," a 16-minute track and video that gained traction on TikTok, amplifying anticipation despite not appearing on the album itself.[22] To further boost interaction, the campaign included fan challenges offering cash prizes for creative content related to the album's themes.[22] Press efforts highlighted Ren's personal story of overcoming illness, positioning Sick Boi as a triumph of independent artistry, while playful chart-race tactics—such as Ren "rickrolling" a competing heritage act—added a lighthearted viral dimension.[22] Unique promotional stunts included a large-scale projection mapping display in the United States to celebrate the album's chart success and initiatives like distributing cassette tapes in New York City to evoke analog nostalgia.[23][24] Physical sales were a cornerstone, with 8,886 units sold in the first week, contributing to the album's No. 1 debut on the UK Albums Chart through a mix of downloads, vinyl, and CDs sold via the artist's official store.[21] This grassroots approach not only secured commercial success but also underscored the power of community-driven marketing in the independent music landscape.[13] Regarding touring, Ren's health challenges limited extensive live outings following the album's release, with promotion instead emphasizing virtual and select in-person events. His return to the stage after a four-year hiatus came in 2024 with the immersive 'Asylum' performance at the Secret Garden Party festival in the UK, which delved into the album's narrative themes of mental and physical struggle.[25] In March 2025, Ren delivered a full Sick Boi live set at Dead Wax in Brighton, UK, capturing an intimate performance of key tracks like "Seven Sins," "Genesis," and "Murderer" for online release, marking a milestone in his gradual re-engagement with live audiences.[26] No large-scale world tour was announced by late 2025, reflecting ongoing recovery priorities, though these events served as pivotal platforms to bring the album's raw energy to fans.[27]Commercial performance
Chart positions
Sick Boi achieved significant commercial success upon its release, particularly in the United Kingdom, where it debuted at number one on the Official Albums Chart, marking Ren's first chart-topping album and his first entry on the tally. The album remained on the UK chart for three weeks, driven by strong physical and download sales that allowed it to surpass competitors like Rick Astley's Are We There Yet? in the final tally. It has also accumulated additional weeks on sub-charts, including 74 weeks on the Official Album Downloads Chart as of October 2025 and 31 weeks on the Official Hip Hop and R&B Albums Chart as of May 2025.[1][5][1] Internationally, the album saw more modest placements. In the United States, Sick Boi debuted at number 137 on the Billboard 200 with 9,000 equivalent album units in its first week, while reaching number 11 on the Top Current Album Sales chart, number 13 on Top Album Sales, and number 26 on the Independent Albums chart.[28] In Australia, it peaked at number 28 on the ARIA Albums Chart for one week. The album also charted at number 30 in Belgium (Ultratop) and number 83 in the Netherlands (Album Top 100), each for a single week.[29]| Chart (2023) | Peak Position | Weeks on Chart | Source |
|---|---|---|---|
| UK Albums (OCC) | 1 | 3 | Official Charts |
| US Billboard 200 | 137 | 1 | Billboard |
| US Top Current Album Sales | 11 | 1 | Billboard |
| US Top Album Sales | 13 | 1 | Billboard |
| US Independent Albums | 26 | 1 | Billboard |
| Australian Albums (ARIA) | 28 | 1 | aCharts |
| Belgian Albums (Ultratop) | 30 | 1 | aCharts |
| Dutch Albums (Album Top 100) | 83 | 1 | aCharts |
Sales figures
Sick Boi achieved significant commercial success upon its release, debuting at number one on the UK Albums Chart with first-week sales of 18,654 units.[21] This figure included 8,886 physical copies, 8,619 digital downloads, and 1,148 sales-equivalent streams, marking a strong performance driven by fan-driven purchases in the final days of the chart week.[21] The album's sales were bolstered by its independent release through The Other Songs, highlighting the impact of direct-to-consumer marketing on physical and download formats.[21] In the United States, Sick Boi debuted at number 137 on the Billboard 200 with 9,000 equivalent album units in its first week.[30] It performed stronger on sales-focused charts, reaching number 11 on Top Current Album Sales and number 13 on Top Album Sales, reflecting robust pure sales amid limited streaming presence.[28] The set also entered at number 26 on the Independent Albums chart, underscoring its appeal within niche markets.[28]| Region | Chart | Debut Position | First-Week Units |
|---|---|---|---|
| UK | Albums Chart | 1 | 18,654 |
| US | Billboard 200 | 137 | 9,000 |
Critical reception
Professional reviews
Sick Boi received widespread acclaim from music critics, who praised its raw honesty, genre-blending production, and Ren's lyrical prowess in addressing personal struggles with chronic illness and mental health. The album's self-produced nature and independent release were frequently highlighted as remarkable achievements, especially given its debut at number one on the UK Albums Chart. Reviewers noted its ambitious scope across 18 tracks, balancing dark introspection with lighter, playful elements, though some acknowledged its intensity could be challenging for casual listeners.[31][12][32] Clash magazine awarded the album 7/10, describing it as a "powerful return" that "speaks the truth" through deeply personal narratives, particularly on tracks like "Suic*de," which confronts loss with unflinching bravery. Critic Robin Murray commended the structured experience framed by "Sick Boi" and "Sick Boi II," praising energetic highlights such as "The Hunger" and "Loco" for their passion, while noting the record's caustic edge makes it "not an easy listening experience."[31] Louder Than War gave it a perfect 5/5 rating, calling it a "mammoth album of the best futuristic hip hop you've ever heard" and hailing Ren as a "genius" for self-producing a work that outshines major artists like Kendrick Lamar and Eminem in lyricism and innovation. Reviewer Wayne AF Carey emphasized standout tracks like "Money Game Part 3," deemed "the best tune and story I’ve heard in years," and "The Hunger," with its "hundred mile an hour lyrics," while celebrating the album's genre fusions, from reggae influences in "Murderer" to techno in "Down On The Beat."[12] Amplify The Noise lauded Sick Boi for its "witty, thoughtful, hard hitting" lyrics that explore the human condition across two distinct moods—light-hearted fun in songs like "Love Music, Part 4" and visceral depth in "Seven Sins" and "Money Game, Pt. 3"—allowing seamless emotional transitions. The review positioned the album as a "bridge" for mental health awareness, noting Ren's ability to rival Eminem's rapid delivery without letting his illnesses define the work, and recommended the full tracklist as essential listening.[32] MetalTalk described Sick Boi as a "game-changing hip-hop album" from a "lyrical genius," focusing on its unflinching portrayal of Ren's medical and mental challenges, with no punches pulled on tracks like "Su!c!De" and "Money Game PT 3." Reviewer Robert Adams celebrated its independent success against major labels, crediting Ren's social media promotion amid health treatments for building a massive following, and highlighted its revolutionary impact for self-released artists.[33]Awards and nominations
Sick Boi and its accompanying singles have earned recognition primarily through music video accolades, highlighting the visual storytelling elements tied to the album's themes of personal struggle and societal critique. The music video for "Money Game, Pt. 3", the album's fourth track, won Best Music Video at the International Music Video Awards in January 2024.[34] It also secured Best Director for directors Ren Gill and Samuel Perry-Falvey at the same ceremony.[35] At the London Music Video Awards (LMVAs) in 2024, it won Best Music Video, Best Director, and Best Concept, with nominations for Best Cinematography and Best Narrative.[36] Additionally, the video for "Money Game, Pt. 3" was awarded Best European Independent Music Video at the ÉCU – The European Independent Film Festival in 2024, recognizing its innovative narrative on capitalism and exploitation.[37] As of 2025, the album itself has not received major music industry awards such as the Brit Awards or Grammys, though its chart success and critical acclaim have positioned Ren for future considerations.Controversy and re-release
Track removal
In August 2024, the title track "Sick Boi" from Ren's album of the same name was removed from all major streaming platforms and YouTube following a copyright dispute initiated by producer KUJOBEATS.[38] Ren had purchased an unlimited license for the instrumental beat from KUJOBEATS via BeatStars in 2022, allowing unrestricted commercial use across platforms without additional royalties.[38] However, KUJOBEATS later claimed that the beat contained an unlicensed Bulgarian choir sample, for which he sought retroactive compensation, including a 15% master split on all earnings from the song and a £3,000 advance payment.[38] The dispute escalated when KUJOBEATS issued copyright strikes against the official music video and audio uploads, leveraging the claims to demand a higher revenue share.[38] Ren maintained that he was not responsible for clearing the sample, as the beat was sold as-is under the license agreement, and publishing splits were to be handled separately by distributors.[38] Despite offers from Ren to collaborate on a new track with a 50/50 split, KUJOBEATS rejected the proposal and threatened to claim 100% ownership of "Sick Boi" if his demands were unmet.[38] On August 29, 2024, Ren publicly addressed the situation in a detailed video, explaining that he proactively removed the track from distribution to avoid further legal entanglements and uphold his principles against what he described as extortionate tactics.[38] This self-initiated takedown affected not only streaming services like Spotify and Apple Music but also the album's overall availability, as "Sick Boi" was a key single.[38] The removal highlighted broader issues in music production licensing, particularly around sample clearance in leased beats.[38]Restoration and updates
In October 2025, coinciding with the second anniversary of the album's original release, the title track "Sick Boi" was restored to all major streaming platforms, returning the album to its complete form.[39] To mark the occasion, Ren issued a special edition deluxe vinyl and CD through his official merchandise store. These physical formats feature bespoke embossed card packaging with a "brushed steel" aesthetic, custom inner sleeves designed to resemble confidential patient files complete with a PVC window, and an etched "Sick Boi" logo on Side F. The deluxe edition expands the original 18-track album to 22 tracks across Sides A through E, incorporating bonus material such as "Money Ties," "Power," and "Kujo Beat Down" alongside core songs like "Seven Sins," "Animal Flow," and "Masochist." Pre-orders for these editions began in mid-October 2025, with shipping scheduled to start in early December 2025.[39] The restored album, including the title track, remains available for digital purchase and streaming on platforms like Bandcamp, where it offers high-resolution downloads in formats such as 24-bit/44.1kHz FLAC and unlimited streaming access.[3]Track listing
| No. | Title |
|---|---|
| 1 | Seven Sins |
| 2 | Sick Boi |
| 3 | Animal Flow |
| 4 | The Money Game Pt. 3 |
| 5 | Lost All Faith |
| 6 | Genesis |
| 7 | Murderer |
| 8 | Suicide |
| 9 | Illest Of Our Time |
| 10 | Love Music Pt. 4 |
| 11 | Uninvited |
| 12 | What You Want |
| 13 | The Hunger |
| 14 | Down On The Beat |
| 15 | Masochist |
| 16 | Loco |
| 17 | Wicked Ways |
| 18 | Sick Boi Pt. 2 |
Personnel
- Ren Gill – vocals, instrumentation, production, songwriting[3][4]
- KUJO – production (on "Sick Boi")[3]
- Diamond Style – production (various tracks)[41]
- Mantra Beats – production (various tracks)[41]
- Papa Pedro – production (various tracks)[41]