Existential Reckoning
Existential Reckoning is the fourth studio album by the American rock band Puscifer, released on October 30, 2020, by Alchemy Recordings and BMG Rights Management.[1] Puscifer is a multimedia project founded by Maynard James Keenan, best known as the frontman of Tool, alongside multi-instrumentalist Mat Mitchell and vocalist Carina Round.[2] The band blends elements of alternative rock, electronic music, and progressive sounds, often incorporating theatrical and conceptual elements into their work.[3] Existential Reckoning features 12 tracks.[4] Key contributors include Keenan on vocals, Mitchell on guitar, bass, and keys, Round on vocals and keys, bassist Greg Edwards, and drummers Gunnar Olsen and Sarah Jones.[3] The album opens with the track "Bread and Circus," which sets a tone of philosophical introspection and social commentary on politics, religion, and cultural decay, urging listeners toward renewal and self-examination.[3] Standout songs include "Apocalyptical," with its energetic electro-rock drive; "The Underwhelming," blending gothic atmospheres and funky rhythms; and the extended "Personal Prometheus," an ambient electronic piece exceeding seven minutes.[5] Critics praised the record for its dense, layered production and infectious soundscapes, describing it as Puscifer's most cohesive and ambitious release to date, balancing irreverent humor with profound lyrical depth.[6][5] In 2023, a reimagined version titled Existential Reckoning: Rewired was released, featuring remixes by artists such as Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross.[7]Background and recording
Concept development
Puscifer announced their fourth studio album, Existential Reckoning, on September 17, 2020, positioning it as a direct continuation of the band's multimedia storytelling universe, which features alien characters and existential narratives originating from the 2015 album Money Shot.[8][9] This narrative framework, blending electro-rock with speculative fiction, builds on Puscifer's tradition of immersive, character-driven projects that explore human-alien encounters and philosophical quandaries.[10] The album's conceptual foundations were laid during pre-production meetings starting in 2019, when Maynard James Keenan, alongside collaborators Mat Mitchell and Carina Round, outlined a sci-fi storyline centered on the characters Billy D. Berger and his wife Hildy Berger.[11] In this arc, Billy D.—a recurring persona portrayed by Keenan—disappears in the Southwestern U.S. deserts in 2016 while carrying only a bottle of wine and a mysterious briefcase, prompting Hildy to alert Puscifer agents who track him using a mix of intuition, technology, and desert lore, ultimately tying into rumors of alien abduction.[10][12] These meetings focused on bridging themes of math and passion, art and order, and hope and proof, establishing the narrative's progression from disappearance to potential cosmic revelation.[11] Influences for Existential Reckoning drew from Keenan's work in Tool and A Perfect Circle, where he explores intellectual and emotional depths, allowing Puscifer to serve as an outlet for more experimental, irreverent expressions unbound by those projects' structures.[6] Personal experiences during the early COVID-19 pandemic further shaped the album's emphasis on reckoning and apocalypse, as the global crisis amplified themes of societal disconnection, disinformation, and the need for personal responsibility amid chaos.[11][13] Pre-production intensified in 2020 after Tool's touring for Fear Inoculum was halted, enabling Keenan and Mitchell to refine the material with a sense of urgency reflective of the era's existential turmoil.[11]Studio sessions
The recording of Existential Reckoning took place primarily at Mat Mitchell's home studio in Jerome, Arizona, with additional sessions in Los Angeles, spanning 2019 and 2020.[14][10] Producers Mat Mitchell and Maynard James Keenan led the process, with Mitchell handling engineering, mixing, and instrumentation, including electronic experimentation using vintage tools like the Fairlight IIx and Synclavier to create foundational loops, melodies, and unique soundscapes.[15][14] Keenan contributed vocals and lyrical development, while the sessions balanced these electronic elements with live instrumentation such as guitars, bass, keys, and drums performed by Mitchell and guests including Greg Edwards and Gunnar Olsen.[10][16] The timeline began in the early stages of 2019, with core tracking advancing into early 2020 before being interrupted by the COVID-19 pandemic and associated lockdowns in March.[17][16] These disruptions limited in-person collaboration, particularly affecting vocalist Carina Round, who contributed harmonies and helped refine vocal arrangements but could only dedicate shorter daily sessions due to family constraints during quarantine.[17][14] Despite the interruptions, the team adapted by using isolated setups and remote file-sharing to complete final mixes by mid-2020, enabling the album's October release.[16][14]Music and lyrics
Musical style
Existential Reckoning showcases a blend of alternative rock, electronic, and industrial elements, marking an evolution in Puscifer's sound with a pronounced emphasis on heavier synths and glitchy, electronic beats compared to previous albums.[18][19] The album incorporates synth rock foundations infused with industrial and nu-metal influences, creating a futuristic soundscape driven by vintage electronics.[19] Track "Apocalyptical" exemplifies this style through its synth-driven structure, tense and shivery electronic textures, and utilization of the Fairlight CMI IIx sampler-synthesizer for atmospheric depth, paired with arena-style drums and grinding guitar riffs.[20][19] Similarly, "Bread and Circus" opens with a simple keyboard-driven riff and modulation, evoking a cosmic, chromatic ambiance that builds into layered electronic rhythms.[5][19] Production techniques highlight the use of vintage analog synthesizers and samplers by multi-instrumentalist Mat Mitchell, contributing to the album's warm, analog warmth amid electronic experimentation.[17] Layered vocals from Maynard James Keenan and Carina Round add harmonic depth, while dynamic shifts—from introspective, whisper-soft passages to explosive builds—underscore the record's emotional range across its 12 tracks, spanning approximately 60 minutes.[5][21]Lyrical themes
Existential Reckoning explores themes of existential crisis and personal reckoning through a sci-fi narrative that continues the storyline from Puscifer's 2015 album Money Shot, where characters portrayed by Maynard James Keenan, Carina Round, and Mat Mitchell act as agents searching for the missing Billy D, who was abducted by aliens in 2016.[5][22] This overarching plot incorporates human folly, such as ignorance and denial, framed by elements like UFO encounters and a mysterious silver briefcase containing enigmatic contents central to the pursuit.[11] The lyrics blend these fictional motifs with broader critiques of societal disconnection and disinformation, reflecting on humanity's self-destructive tendencies amid global challenges.[23] Key motifs include apocalyptic warnings in "Apocalyptical," where Keenan warns of impending doom from "concrete conclusions" and willful stupidity, urging awareness before catastrophe strikes.[11] In "Bread and Circus," the album critiques consumerism and loss of autonomy, with lines like "Long ago we all traded, regretfully abdicated / Our voice and our light / Self-sovereignty / For bread and circus" highlighting how people exchange sovereignty for superficial distractions under corrupt leadership.[22] Redemption emerges in "The Underwhelming," portraying "glorious friction" that awakens the "cognizant and mindful," suggesting personal growth through confronting underwhelming realities and digital-age confusion.[11] Keenan's vocal delivery enhances these introspective themes, shifting from spoken-word urgency in tracks like "Apocalyptical" to soaring melodies in "The Underwhelming," evoking emotional depth amid the 2020 pandemic's turmoil, though the lyrics were composed prior to the crisis.[11] This range underscores a call for personal responsibility and hope, positioning the narrative as a metaphorical lens on real-world existential threats like social division and environmental peril.[23]Release and promotion
Singles and music videos
The lead single from Existential Reckoning, "Apocalyptical", was released on May 8, 2020, marking Puscifer's first new music in five years.[24][25] The track was accompanied by an official music video directed by Puscifer, Meats Meier, and Ghost Atomic, which depicts surreal scenes of deserted Los Angeles streets during the early COVID-19 lockdowns, with Maynard James Keenan and Carina Round portrayed as lipstick-wearing agents reminiscent of Men in Black, alongside a dancing figure in a hazmat suit evoking alien-like apocalypse imagery.[26][24][27] The follow-up single, "The Underwhelming", arrived on September 18, 2020, alongside the full album announcement.[28][29] It featured a visualizer video that ties into Puscifer's multimedia narrative universe, continuing the search for the fictional character Billy D—introduced in prior projects—with lyrics hinting at clues to his whereabouts amid themes of existential pursuit.[30][29] Both singles were promoted to alternative radio formats, integrating into the album's broader conceptual storyline of reckoning and otherworldly intrigue.[25][28]Marketing and tours
The album was made available for pre-order in September 2020, ahead of its official release on October 30, 2020, through Alchemy Recordings in partnership with Puscifer Entertainment and BMG Rights Management. It launched in multiple formats, including digital downloads and streaming, standard CD, and limited-edition vinyl pressings, with physical copies distributed via BMG. To mark the release amid the COVID-19 pandemic, Puscifer hosted a global livestream concert titled Existential Reckoning: Live at Arcosanti from the Arcosanti community in the Arizona desert on October 30, 2020, featuring full performances of the album's tracks; the event was available on-demand for 72 hours and later released as a concert film and soundtrack in November 2021.[31][32][33] Puscifer's first tour in support of Existential Reckoning commenced in 2022, following delays from the pandemic, with a summer U.S. leg announced in February 2022 and kicking off on June 9 in Las Vegas at The Smith Center. The itinerary included stops at major venues like the Arizona Federal Theatre in Phoenix and the Chicago Theatre, wrapping in Seattle on July 10, before extending into a fall leg from October 13 in San Francisco through November. Festival appearances during this period included performances at events like Welcome to Rockville, enhancing the album's live promotion.[34][35][36] In January 2023, Puscifer announced the remix album Existential Reckoning: Re-Wired, which reimagined tracks from the original release through contributions from guest artists including Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails and Atticus Ross, as well as Jordan Fish of Bring Me the Horizon and Tony Hajjar of At the Drive-In; it was released on March 31, 2023, via BMG in digital, CD, and vinyl formats. The remix project served as an extension of the album's promotional cycle, tying into the Existential Reckoning Tour 3.0 - Global Probing, with U.S. dates in May and June 2023 (kicking off May 2 in Washington, D.C., at The Anthem) and European dates in July 2023 (starting July 8 at Terra Vibe in Malakasa, Greece).[37][38][39][40] Marketing efforts incorporated merchandise tie-ins, such as tour-exclusive vinyl variants of Existential Reckoning in colored pressings available only at shows, along with apparel like graphic T-shirts and hoodies featuring album artwork. Multimedia extensions included episodes of Puscifer TV, the band's ongoing web series that expanded the album's narrative through short films and animations, with new content released in conjunction with the livestream and tour promotions to deepen fan engagement.[41][42]Critical reception
Reviews
Existential Reckoning received generally positive reviews from music critics, earning a Metacritic score of 80 out of 100 based on seven reviews, indicating "generally favorable" reception.[43] AllMusic awarded the album 4 out of 5 stars, praising its innovative blend of electronic and rock elements amid societal strife, describing it as a return from Maynard James Keenan that captures timely existential urgency.[44] Consequence of Sound gave it a B+ grade, highlighting the album's evolution in electro-rock fusion and its narrative depth through satirical storytelling that processes a society on the verge of collapse.[45] Reviewers commonly lauded the record's fusion of dense electronic layers with rock instrumentation, noting its philosophical themes of personal and global reckoning as particularly resonant in 2020.[43] The Arts Fuse commended the album's "blistering" energy in confronting societal inanity, with songs positing dire consequences for prioritizing entertainment over truth, while appreciating the haunting vocal interplay between Keenan and Carina Round.[46] Kerrang! called the music "superb," emphasizing the rewards of unraveling its puzzle-like narrative and existential motifs.[47] However, some critiques pointed to occasional over-reliance on atmospheric synths and gimmicky production that masked underdeveloped melodies and song structures.[48] Fan reception was also positive, with an average rating of 3.1 out of 5 on Rate Your Music from over 600 users, who appreciated its cohesive flow and philosophical lyrics despite mixed views on its accessibility.[49]Accolades
Existential Reckoning earned recognition in several year-end lists for its innovative blend of electronic, rock, and experimental elements. It ranked at number 19 on Revolver magazine's list of the 25 best albums of 2020, praised for its enigmatic storytelling and production.[50] The album also placed at number 26 on Kerrang!'s 50 greatest albums of 2020, noted for its reflective themes on human disconnection.[51] Additionally, Loudwire included it at number 62 in their 70 best rock and metal albums of 2020, highlighting its cinematic scope and rhythmic ingenuity.[52] The album's remix counterpart, Existential Reckoning: Rewired, released in 2023, garnered positive attention in alternative music circles for its collaborations with artists like Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross but did not receive major awards or nominations.[53] It was featured in limited-edition releases through Revolver's ICONS series, underscoring its appeal in niche progressive and electronic communities.[54] Other honors included placements in regional and genre-specific compilations, such as Arizona Central's best albums of 2020 by Arizona artists, where it was lauded for its philosophical depth and production innovation akin to contributions from Maynard James Keenan.[55]Commercial performance
Sales figures
Existential Reckoning achieved 11,000 album-equivalent units in its debut week in the United States, comprising 9,000 pure sales, which represented Puscifer's strongest opening performance to date.[56] Internationally, the record demonstrated robust digital engagement, accumulating over 39 million streams on Spotify as of October 2025.[57] The album received no RIAA certifications. Limited-edition vinyl variants sold out rapidly following release, reflecting high collector demand.[4]Chart positions
Existential Reckoning debuted and peaked at number 65 on the US Billboard 200 chart, spending one week on the ranking.[56] The album reached number 7 on the Billboard Top Alternative Albums chart.[56] It also peaked at number 12 on the Billboard Top Rock Albums chart.[56]| Chart (2020) | Peak position |
|---|---|
| US Billboard 200 | 65 |
| US Top Alternative Albums (Billboard) | 7 |
| US Top Rock Albums (Billboard) | 12 |
Track listing and personnel
Original album tracks
The original album Existential Reckoning, released on October 30, 2020, features 12 tracks written by Puscifer.[58] Carina Round provides vocals and synthesizer on tracks 9 and 10, while guest contributions include overtone vocals by Esme Bianco on "UPGrade".[58]| No. | Title | Length | Writer(s) |
|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | "Bread and Circus" | 6:28 | Puscifer |
| 2 | "Apocalyptical" | 5:22 | Puscifer |
| 3 | "The Underwhelming" | 5:04 | Puscifer |
| 4 | "Grey Area" | 3:59 | Puscifer |
| 5 | "Theorem" | 5:04 | Puscifer |
| 6 | "UPGrade" | 4:53 | Puscifer |
| 7 | "Bullet Train to Iowa" | 5:06 | Puscifer |
| 8 | "Personal Prometheus" | 7:26 | Puscifer |
| 9 | "A Singularity" | 5:31 | Puscifer |
| 10 | "Postulous" | 3:42 | Puscifer |
| 11 | "Fake Affront" | 3:29 | Puscifer |
| 12 | "Bedlamite" | 4:51 | Puscifer |
- Maynard James Keenan – vocals
- Mat Mitchell – synthesizers (Fairlight, Voyager, Juno-60), guitar, bass, programming
- Greg Edwards – bass, guitar, sitar, synths (tracks 1, 5, 7–12)
- Carina Round – vocals, synthesizers (tracks 9–10)
- Sarah Jones – drums (tracks 2–6, 9–12)
- Gunnar Olsen – drums (track 8)
- Esme Bianco – overtone voice (track 6)[58]
Remix album (Re-Wired)
Existential Reckoning: Re-Wired is a companion remix album by the American rock band Puscifer, released on March 31, 2023, through Alchemy Recordings and BMG Rights Management.[7] It reimagines all 12 tracks from the band's 2020 album Existential Reckoning, with each song reworked by a different collaborator from Puscifer's extended network, including members of Nine Inch Nails, Tool, Queens of the Stone Age, and Bring Me the Horizon.[59] The remixes emphasize electronic elements, such as heavy programmed beats, echoing vocal effects, and haunting synth layers, while some tracks feature extended instrumentals that double the original lengths—for instance, "Apocalyptical" stretches to over 11 minutes with pulsating rhythms and atmospheric builds.[60][61] The album's total runtime is 66 minutes, offering a fresh, experimental take on the source material without altering core vocals by frontman Maynard James Keenan. The track listing maintains the sequence of the original album but appends remix credits to each title, highlighting the collaborative nature of the project:| No. | Title | Remixer(s) |
|---|---|---|
| 1 | "Bread and Circus" | Mat Mitchell |
| 2 | "Apocalyptical" | Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross |
| 3 | "The Underwhelming" | Juliette Commagère |
| 4 | "Grey Area" | Troy Van Leeuwen & Tony Hajjar |
| 5 | "Theorem" | Sarah Jones & Jordan Fish |
| 6 | "UPGrade" | Justin Chancellor & Scott Kirkland |
| 7 | "Bullet Train to Iowa" | Alessandro Cortini |
| 8 | "Personal Prometheus" | Greg Edwards |
| 9 | "A Singularity" | Carina Round |
| 10 | "Postulous" | Phantogram |
| 11 | "Fake Affront" | Gunnar Olsen |
| 12 | "Bedlamite" | Daniel P. Carter |