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Kill Kill

Kill Kill is the debut extended play (EP) by American singer-songwriter , released under her then-stage name Lizzy Grant on October 21, 2008, through the independent label 5 Points Records. The three-track digital release features songs written by Grant and produced by , marking her first foray into professional recording after earlier self-released material. The EP's tracklist consists of "Kill Kill" (also known as "The Ocean"), "Yayo", and "Gramma (Blue Ribbon Sparkler Trailer Heaven)", blending bluesy, electronic, and retro influences that foreshadow Del Rey's signature cinematic sound. "Kill Kill" served as the , accompanied by a directed by and featuring a tropical theme with vintage clips, emphasizing themes of doomed romance and . These recordings originated from sessions in Kahne's studio, where Grant explored her evolving artistic identity before adopting the moniker in 2009. Though initially available on iTunes, Kill Kill was removed from sale in 2013 amid Grant's career transition, limiting its long-term commercial reach but gaining cult status among fans as a foundational piece of her discography. Tracks like "Yayo" and "Gramma" later appeared in expanded forms on her 2010 mixtape Lana Del Ray A.K.A. Lizzy Grant, highlighting the EP's role in her pre-fame development. The project remains notable for capturing Del Rey's early raw talent and thematic obsessions with Americana, tragedy, and vintage aesthetics that would define her breakthrough with the 2011 single "Video Games".

Background

Early career context

Elizabeth Woolridge Grant, born on June 21, 1985, in , grew up in Lake Placid and began exploring music in her youth, learning guitar from her uncle, which inspired her songwriting. After high school, she moved to to live with relatives before relocating to to attend , where she studied with a focus on metaphysics. During her university years, Grant started performing original songs at nights and clubs in City's Lower East Side and Williamsburg neighborhoods under the stage name Lizzy Grant, building experience over approximately four years. In 2007, as a senior at Fordham, she entered a songwriting competition in , reaching the final round, which led to her signing a multi-record deal with the independent label 5 Points Records, founded by and managed by Van Wilson. The deal provided a modest , reflecting the indie label's limited resources. Under this contract, Grant collaborated with veteran producer for recording sessions in his studio, while living in a trailer park and commuting via (during her attendance at in ). These efforts culminated in the release of her debut EP, Kill Kill, on October 21, 2008, through 5 Points Records, marking her first commercial music output as Lizzy Grant. The EP consisted of three tracks drawn from the initial sessions, aimed at generating early buzz for her developing sound.

Development and recording

Following the release of her 2006 demo album Sirens under the moniker May Jailer, Lizzy Grant signed with the independent label 5 Points Records shortly before her senior year at , adopting the stage name Lizzy Grant for her professional work. The label's founder, , connected her with veteran producer —known for his collaborations with artists like , , and —after hearing her demo material, marking the beginning of her structured recording career. Grant and Kahne began sessions in his New York City studio located on Gansevoort Street in the Meatpacking District, where she would commute via light rail from her temporary residence in a New Jersey trailer park. Over the course of these sessions in 2007 and 2008, the pair recorded 13 tracks, initially intended for a full-length debut album, with Grant emphasizing a sonic palette inspired by "black and white" imagery, fame, Coney Island, and "a sad party" atmosphere—visions she conveyed to Kahne through three weeks of email exchanges prior to entering the studio. Kahne described Grant as highly self-directed during production, focusing on themes of "destruction and loss" at the "fraying edges" of American culture rather than pursuing mainstream pop conventions. Rather than releasing the complete album immediately, 5 Points Records selected three tracks—"Kill Kill," "Yayo," and "Gramma (Blue Ribbon Sparkler Trailer Heaven)"—for the EP Kill Kill, which captured an early iteration of Grant's style blending , , and orchestral elements. The originated as "The " but was retitled after Kahne found the original name unengaging, prompting Grant to scribble "Kill Kill" in frustration over the lyrics. These selections were finalized and digitally mastered for release on October 21, 2008, serving as a teaser for the fuller project that would later form the basis of her 2010 album Lana Del Ray A.K.A. Lizzy .

Music and lyrics

Style and composition

The Kill Kill EP is characterized by a distinctive "surf noir" aesthetic, a term coined by Lizzy Grant to describe its blend of shadowy, cinematic atmospheres with surf-inspired rhythms and -like melancholy. This style draws from Americana, incorporating retro elements reminiscent of Elvis Presley's Hawaiian influences and the glam rock visuals of films like . The sound fuses and sensibilities with introspection, creating a lush, evocative palette that evokes beachside undercut by emotional . Produced by , the EP's composition emphasizes orchestral and retro instrumentation to achieve a "black and white" visual quality in audio form, as if scoring a scene. Arrangements feature prominent strings for dramatic swells, keyboards for warm, vintage tones, and electric guitars that add a subtle glam-metal edge without overpowering the intimacy. Tracks like the title song "Kill Kill" employ swaying percussion and slow, dreamlike tempos, evoking a "sad party" vibe through layered textures that prioritize atmosphere over conventional pop structures. Grant's vocal delivery anchors the EP's composition, shifting fluidly between a smoky, gravelly and breathy, Marilyn Monroe-esque coos to convey and allure. This versatility allows the songs to balance personal narrative with broader cinematic scope, with compositions often built around sparse verses that expand into fuller, string-driven choruses for emotional release. The overall production, refined through a three-week between Grant and Kahne, results in a cohesive three-track set that feels both intimate and larger-than-life.

Themes and influences

The Kill Kill EP explores themes of tumultuous romance, , and nostalgic Americana, often set against the backdrop of life and small-town longing. The depicts being in with a dying , using violent as a for emotional destruction, as evident in the chorus's urgent repetition: "Kill kill, kill kill / This love is gonna kill me." This reflects an early iteration of Del Rey's fascination with doomed relationships, where passion borders on self-annihilation. Similarly, "Yayo" intertwines romantic obsession with , portraying the lover as an intoxicating escape—"Yayo, yeah, you're my doctor"—while evoking illicit thrills and fleeting highs associated with , a motif drawn from the song's titular . In contrast, "Gramma (Blue Ribbon Sparkler Trailer Heaven)" offers a tender , celebrating familial bonds and innocent pleasures through vivid snapshots of rural : "Gramma said she'll leave the lights on for me / Gramma said the flags are wavin' for me." The track's imagery of , cakes, and trailer parks underscores themes of and , providing emotional respite amid the EP's darker currents. Collectively, these songs establish Del Rey's signature blend of and , influenced by her upbringing in and observations of working-class Americana. Musically, the EP's sound is characterized by "," a term used to describe its moody fusion of rock's reverb-heavy guitars and fiction's shadowy . In a 2008 interview, she elaborated that the style was shaped by "Hawaiian " and the preferences of male metal fans, yielding an eclectic palette of bluesy electronics, sparse acoustics, and glam-infused hooks. Produced by , whose credits include work with artists like and , the recording emphasizes intimate, cinematic textures that foreshadow Del Rey's later orchestral leanings while rooting her in indie-pop experimentation.

Release

Distribution and formats

Kill Kill was released on October 21, 2008, as a digital extended play (EP) through the independent label 5 Points Records, marking the debut release of singer-songwriter Elizabeth Grant under her then-stage name Lizzy Grant. The EP was distributed exclusively in digital format, available for download primarily in the United States via platforms such as iTunes, reflecting the growing prevalence of digital music distribution in the late 2000s. No physical formats, such as or , were produced or issued for Kill Kill at the time of its release, limiting its availability to online purchasers and contributing to its status as an early, low-profile entry in Grant's . The digital-only approach aligned with 5 Points ' strategy for emerging artists, allowing for quick dissemination without the costs associated with physical manufacturing. Subsequent reissues or compilations, such as inclusions in later albums, have not altered the original EP's digital-exclusive distribution model.

Promotion and singles

The Kill Kill EP was released digitally on October 21, 2008, through independent label 5 Points Records, serving as a teaser for Lizzy Grant's forthcoming debut album and receiving limited promotional efforts typical of early independent releases. The title track, "Kill Kill," was issued as the sole single from the EP in 2008, marking Grant's first official single release under her birth name. To support it, Grant created a homemade music video featuring herself performing via webcam against a simple backdrop, intercut with vintage footage of American landscapes and Hollywood imagery to evoke a retro aesthetic. Promotion centered on grassroots efforts, including intimate live performances in venues. Grant debuted EP tracks at a February 17, 2009, show at Pianos as part of a cross-pollination event with musician Wes Hutchinson, and she also performed songs like "Yayo" at the Canal Room later that year. These appearances helped build a small local following amid the EP's digital availability on platforms such as . No additional singles were extracted from the EP, and broader marketing was constrained by the label's resources, contributing to its cult status rather than exposure at the time.

Reception and legacy

Critical response

Upon its initial 2008 release as an independent digital EP under the name Lizzy Grant, Kill Kill received scant contemporary critical coverage, reflecting its limited distribution through 5 Points Records. Retrospective assessments have highlighted it as an early marker of Grant's evolving artistry, distinct from her later persona as . In a 2012 New York Times review of her major-label debut , critic characterized Kill Kill as a "Lilith Fair-worthy release" that feels "sprightly" relative to the album's more languid tone, noting its upbeat contrast to her subsequent cinematic melancholy.

Cultural impact

The Kill Kill EP, released under Lana Del Rey's early stage name Lizzy Grant, represents a foundational yet largely overlooked chapter in her discography, influencing discussions on artistic reinvention within the music industry. Initially distributed digitally in 2008 through 5 Points Records, the EP's tracks, including the title song, featured a raw, unrefined aesthetic that contrasted with the polished glamour of her later work, foreshadowing themes of melancholy and Americana that became hallmarks of her persona as Lana Del Rey. It had limited initial availability, with related full-length material removed from platforms in 2010 after Grant repurchased the rights to rebrand, exemplifying how emerging artists navigate label constraints and identity shifts, sparking broader conversations about authenticity in pop music careers. Retrospectively, Kill Kill has cultivated a dedicated among fans, who view it as an authentic snapshot of Del Rey's pre-fame experimentation in clubs and studios. The EP's lo-fi production and introspective lyrics, such as those exploring loss and desire in "Kill Kill," resonate with admirers seeking the "real" origins of her sound before the viral success of "" in 2011. This fascination has amplified through digital revival, with fan-curated uploads of the EP garnering hundreds of thousands of streams on and inspiring analyses of her evolution from indie obscurity to global icon. On a cultural level, the EP contributes to Del Rey's mythology as a of American decay and reinvention, themes echoed in her subsequent . Its obscurity at release underscores the challenges faced by female artists in the late scene, where limited distribution hindered visibility, yet its legacy endures in scholarly and journalistic examinations of how personal history shapes pop . For instance, references to early works like Kill Kill appear in critiques of Del Rey's oeuvre, highlighting her shift from upbeat, eclectic tracks to the cinematic melancholy that defined her breakthrough. As of 2023, fan fascination persists, with the Lizzy Grant era inspiring content on platforms like , amassing over 1.2 billion views under related hashtags.

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