Sasami
SASAMI (born Sasami Ashworth) is an American musician, composer, and producer based in Los Angeles, recognized for her eclectic discography that fuses indie rock, dream pop, orchestral elements, and heavier influences like nu-metal and industrial music.[1][2] A classically trained French horn player who graduated from the Eastman School of Music in 2012, she began her career composing for film, commercials, and video games before joining the indie rock band Cherry Glazerr as a keyboardist in 2015.[1][3] Ashworth's solo career launched with her self-titled debut album SASAMI in 2019, released via Domino Recording Company, which showcased intimate ballads and shoegaze-inspired tracks drawing from her classical background.[1] Her sophomore effort, Squeeze (2022), expanded into bolder territory with aggressive riffs and emotional "movements" structured like an opera, incorporating influences from artists like System of a Down, Sheryl Crow, and composers such as Bach and Mahler to explore themes of catharsis for marginalized communities, including femmes, BIPOC, and queer individuals.[4][2] In 2025, she released Blood on the Silver Screen, an audacious pop-leaning album featuring singles like "Slugger" and "I'll Be Gone," further highlighting her evolution toward soaring, genre-blending soundscapes.[5][6] Of Zainichi descent—ethnic Koreans who lived in Japan—through her mother, who was born and raised there, Ashworth incorporates her multicultural heritage into her work, blending Korean, Japanese, and Western influences in both her music and visual art, such as the Korean calligraphy on Squeeze's cover created by her mother, Myung-Ja Ashworth.[4][7] Her compositions often draw from mythological figures like the Japanese Nure-onna, a fierce water deity, to channel personal and collective anger into empowering narratives.[4]Biography
Early life and education
Sasami Ashworth was born on June 23, 1990, in Bronxville, New York.[8] Her family relocated to Los Angeles when she was an infant, where she grew up in a multicultural household shaped by her Zainichi Korean-Japanese heritage on her mother's side; her maternal grandparents were ethnic Koreans who lived in Japan during the Japanese occupation of Korea, and her mother was born and raised there.[7][9] Ashworth was raised in the Unification Church, a conservative religious movement, which influenced her early environment alongside her exposure to Korean and Japanese languages and culture.[10][11][12] Ashworth began her formal musical education in middle school, where she started training on the French horn, an instrument she pursued through high school and beyond.[13] She attended the Los Angeles County High School for the Arts, a specialized magnet school, where she honed her classical skills alongside peers including members of the band Haim.[3][14] Following high school, she enrolled at the Eastman School of Music at the University of Rochester, studying applied music with a focus on horn and music education; she graduated in 2012 with a Bachelor of Music degree.[15][10][16] After graduation, Ashworth returned to Los Angeles, where she initially worked as a music teacher for young children through programs like Music Rhapsody and arranged orchestral scores for films, commercials, and other artists' recordings.[14][17][18] This period of teaching and arranging allowed her to apply her classical training in practical settings while she began exploring broader musical interests, eventually leading to her transition into performing with the band Cherry Glazerr.[19]Personal life
Sasami Ashworth identifies as queer, having publicly shared this aspect of her identity in 2019 during Pride Month, noting how growing up in a conservative environment shaped her experiences within queer communities.[20] She has described her personal circle as comprising people of color, women of color, and queer individuals who engage deeply with identity politics, reflecting a supportive network that informs her worldview.[3] Ashworth resides in Northern California, having relocated there from Los Angeles around early 2022 to seek a slower pace of life and creative inspiration amid her touring schedule.[10] This move aligns with her nomadic tendencies, as she has lived out of a backpack for extended periods due to frequent travel, though she maintains strong ties to her Los Angeles roots.[21] On her mother's side, Ashworth descends from Zainichi Koreans—ethnic Koreans who lived in Japan during the colonial occupation— a heritage that has profoundly shaped her multicultural identity and personal perspective.[7] Her mother, born and raised in Japan, embedded elements of Japanese culture, such as language, television, and music like city pop, into family life, fostering Ashworth's blended sense of belonging amid diaspora experiences.[22] This background has influenced her navigation of multiple cultural identities, emphasizing resilience and hybridity in her self-understanding.[14]Musical career
Work with Cherry Glazerr
Sasami Ashworth joined the Los Angeles-based rock band Cherry Glazerr in 2015 as their synth player, marking her entry into the indie rock touring circuit.[23] Invited by bassist Sean Redman, she contributed synths and additional instrumentation during the band's transition to a fuller sound.[24] Her classical training from the Eastman School of Music informed her versatile role, allowing her to adapt orchestral skills to the band's noisy, punk-influenced style in live settings.[3] During her tenure, Ashworth played a key role in Cherry Glazerr's 2017 album Apocalipstick, released via Secretly Canadian, where she handled synth duties and performed as a multi-instrumentalist alongside frontwoman Clementine Creevy and drummer Tabor Allen.[25] The record, which blended riot grrrl energy with pop hooks, benefited from her contributions to its textured production and touring support, including performances at major festivals.[24] She toured extensively with the band for two and a half years, solidifying her presence in the indie scene.[26] Ashworth announced her departure from Cherry Glazerr in January 2018 to focus on solo endeavors, leaving the band to pursue her own songwriting.[27] Concurrently, she engaged in studio work for various indie acts, providing string and horn arrangements for artists such as Wild Nothing, Curtis Harding, and Vagabon, which showcased her compositional expertise beyond band performance.[28]Solo career development
After departing from her role as keyboardist in the indie rock band Cherry Glazerr, Sasami Ashworth began pursuing a solo career to explore her songwriting more intimately.[29] She initiated this transition by composing material during breaks from touring, often returning to Los Angeles every few months to develop tracks on her iPad using apps like GarageBand and Moog, before refining them in a studio setting.[30] Ashworth released her debut solo single, "Callous," in April 2018 via SoundCloud, marking her first independent output as SASAMI.[31] The track, a rigorous rock anthem depicting self-sacrifice in a delusional relationship, featured distorted guitars, vocal overdubs, and a cathartic synth solo, earning Pitchfork's "Best New Track" accolade for its exuberant and personal energy.[31] In October 2018, Ashworth signed with Domino Recording Company, solidifying her solo trajectory with label support.[29] To coincide with the announcement, she released "Not the Time" as the B-side to an official reissue of "Callous" on a limited 7-inch vinyl, with the new song—a compact breakup track emphasizing future reconnection—premiering on The FADER and receiving endorsement from artist Mitski.[32] Early promotion included a fall tour across North America, highlighting her shift to fronting performances and building anticipation for her full-length debut.[32]Major releases and collaborations
Sasami's debut self-titled album, Sasami, was released on March 8, 2019, via Domino Recording Company, blending shoegaze elements with synthesizer decay and guitar reverb to explore themes of heartbreak, singledom, and interpersonal relationships.[33] The record, described as a "mix of a diary and a collection of letters," chronicles personal emotional landscapes through ethereal and introspective tracks.[34] Pitchfork praised its ability to conjure profound sadness from subtle sonic voids, awarding it a 7.0 out of 10 for its cohesive yet delicate execution.[33] Her sophomore album, Squeeze, arrived on February 25, 2022, marking a bold stylistic shift from the debut's indie rock and shoegaze toward a chaotic fusion of nu-metal aggression and country influences, inspired by processing anger and confronting toxic masculinity.[35] Tracks like the title song and "Need It to Work" exemplify this evolution, incorporating eruptive contrasts between heavy riffs reminiscent of Korn and System of a Down and twangy elements echoing Sheryl Crow or Shania Twain.[36] Critics highlighted its cathartic energy, with Album of the Year aggregating a 76 critic score for its nuanced handling of emotional release.[37] Sasami's third album, Blood on the Silver Screen, released on March 7, 2025, via Domino, represents a further pivot to radio-friendly pop with cinematic flair, emphasizing themes of love's complexities—from infatuation to disillusionment—while incorporating outsized production and campy hooks.[38] This transition from her prior metal-infused sound allows for vividly relatable lyrics amid genre-blurring experimentation, as seen in its blend of emotional honesty and sonic dazzle.[39] Pitchfork noted its soaring moments in pop excess but critiqued occasional anemic songwriting, assigning a 6.8 rating. Beyond her solo work, Sasami has engaged in notable collaborations that extend her artistic reach. In January 2025, she released "In Love With a Memory" featuring Clairo, a wistful pop track co-produced by Rostam and included on Blood on the Silver Screen, which captures nostalgic longing through layered vocals and subtle instrumentation.[40] Later that year, on October 22, she issued "Just Be Friends (Soccer Mommy Version)," a country-tinged reimagining of a Blood track with Soccer Mommy, adding pedal steel for a magical, heartfelt twist on relational themes.[41] These partnerships underscore her versatility in blending indie sensibilities with broader pop and folk elements.Artistry
Musical style
Sasami Ashworth's musical style is marked by remarkable versatility, seamlessly blending singer-songwriter ballads with heavy metal and industrial elements across her discography. Her debut self-titled album (2019) establishes a foundation in shoegaze and indie rock, characterized by hazy synthesizer decay, reverb-drenched guitars, and weightless percussion that evoke a melancholic, dreamlike introspection. This approach creates spacious arrangements that prioritize emotional resonance through subtle builds and ethereal textures, drawing on her classical training to infuse pop structures with nuanced dynamics.[33] In subsequent works, Sasami expands into more aggressive terrains, particularly on Squeeze (2022), where production emphasizes raw, chaotic energy through nu-metal riffs, distorted guitars, and pounding rhythms crafted in collaborative home sessions. This shift highlights her ability to channel industrial heaviness and folk-tinged ballads into a cohesive yet confrontational sound, balancing ferocity with heartfelt vulnerability in the lyrics. Her use of French horn, rooted in her Eastman School of Music background, appears sporadically in arrangements to add orchestral depth and classical progressions, bridging her indie roots with heavier genres.[14][11] Squeeze contrasts sharply with the shiny pop sheen of Blood on the Silver Screen (2025), where production techniques pivot to vibrant, multi-layered synthpop infused with rock edges, featuring trippy synthesizers, polyrhythmic beats, and fuzzy guitar solos for a cinematic, danceable urgency. These evolutions underscore Sasami's genre-blending prowess, from tender acoustic introspection to bombastic hooks, while maintaining emotional vulnerability as a core thread in her vocal delivery and structural choices.[42]Influences and themes
Sasami Ashworth's musical influences are deeply rooted in her classical training and immersion in indie rock scenes. She studied classical music at the Eastman School of Music, where she honed her skills on the French horn, which later informed her compositional approach and orchestral elements in her work.[14] Her entry into the indie rock world, particularly through her role as a touring member of Cherry Glazerr and collaborations in Los Angeles's vibrant scene, exposed her to experimental and genre-blending sounds that shaped her transition to solo artistry.[3] The album Squeeze (2022) exemplifies the eclectic impact of various genres on her creative process, drawing from the raw aggression of nu-metal, the tender plainspokenness of country-pop, and the narrative intimacy of folk rock. Influences like System of a Down's intensity and Sheryl Crow's heartfelt rock inform the album's dynamic shifts, allowing Ashworth to channel personal catharsis through heavy riffs and melodic vulnerability.[43] This fusion creates a sonic landscape that processes rage and emotional release, marking a departure from her earlier indie folk leanings.[9] Recurring themes in Ashworth's music often stem from personal experiences, including jealousy, heartbreak, and explorations of queer identity. Her debut album SASAMI (2019) delves into jealousy and regret through introspective indie tracks, while Squeeze amplifies heartbreak via melodramatic ballads infused with classical strings.[44] These motifs reflect her queer journey, providing a space for femme and queer Asian American listeners to confront fury, despair, and fluidity, as seen in songs that embrace emotional duality and self-acceptance.[44] Ashworth's Zainichi Korean-Japanese heritage adds profound thematic depth, intertwining cultural identity with folklore and historical reflection. As a descendant of ethnic Koreans in Japan during the occupation, she draws from family stories of assimilation and resilience, incorporating yokai mythology—like the Nure-onna on Squeeze's cover—to explore duality and marginalization.[19] This heritage informs her music's emphasis on reclaiming mixed identities amid oppression, blending Korean and Japanese elements to foster narratives of empowerment and cultural fusion.[7]Discography
Studio albums
Sasami's debut studio album, titled Sasami, was released on March 8, 2019, by Domino Recording Company. The album was primarily produced by Sasami Ashworth alongside Joojoo Ashworth and Tomas Dolas. It features guest appearances by Dustin Payseur on "I Was a Window" and Devendra Banhart on "Free."[45] The track listing is as follows:- I Was a Window (feat. Dustin Payseur)
- Not the Time
- Morning Comes
- Free (feat. Devendra Banhart)
- Pacify My Heart
- At Hollywood
- Jealousy
- Callous
- Turned Out I Was Everyone
- Not a Love Song
- Skin a Rat
- The Greatest
- Say It (feat. Hand Habits)
- Call Me Home
- Need It to Work
- Tried to Understand
- Squeeze
- Make It Right
- Honor
- A Bit of Wind (feat. King Tuff)
- Slugger
- Just Be Friends
- I'll Be Gone
- Love Makes You Do Crazy Things
- In Love With a Memory (feat. Clairo)
- Possessed
- Figure It Out
- For the Weekend
- Honeycrash
- Smoke (Banished From Eden)
- Nothing But a Sad Face
- Lose It All
- The Seed