Post Traumatic
Post Traumatic is the debut solo studio album by American musician Mike Shinoda, best known as the rhythm guitarist, keyboardist, and rapper of the rock band Linkin Park. It was released on June 15, 2018, through Shinoda's own imprint Kenji Six under license to Warner Bros. Records and Machine Shop Records.[1] The album, Shinoda's second major solo project after Fort Minor's 2005 release The Rising Tied, consists of 16 tracks and incorporates elements of hip hop, alternative rock, and electronic music.[2] The record was primarily written and recorded in the aftermath of the suicide of Linkin Park lead vocalist Chester Bennington on July 20, 2017, serving as Shinoda's outlet to process grief, confusion, and healing.[3] It expands on Shinoda's self-released EP of the same name from January 2018, which included three initial tracks addressing his emotional response to the loss.[4] Announced on March 29, 2018, alongside promotional singles "Crossing a Line" and "Nothing Makes Sense Anymore", the album received positive reviews for its raw lyrical content and production, though it debuted modestly at number 103 on the US Billboard 200.[5]Background and development
Personal context
Mike Shinoda, co-founder of the rock band Linkin Park, served as the group's primary rapper, keyboardist, and producer since its formation in 1996. Prior to focusing on Linkin Park, Shinoda had explored hip-hop through his side project Fort Minor, releasing the debut album The Rising Tied on November 22, 2005, which featured collaborations with artists like Common and John Legend and achieved platinum certification.[6] On July 20, 2017, Linkin Park lead singer Chester Bennington died by suicide at age 41, an event that devastated Shinoda and halted the band's ongoing One More Light World Tour.[7] The loss triggered profound mental health challenges for Shinoda, whom he later described as feeling like a "nuclear bomb of loss of control," leading him to withdraw from public life for months while grappling with isolation and emotional turmoil at home with his wife and children.[8] In response, Linkin Park announced an indefinite hiatus, suspending all group activities to allow members time to mourn and heal.[9] This hiatus provided Shinoda the space to channel his grief into solo music creation, viewing it as a vital therapeutic outlet to navigate his personal trauma.[10] In public statements, including an Instagram post accompanying the initial EP release, Shinoda emphasized that "art has always been the place I go when I need to sort through the complexity and confusion of the road ahead," framing the project as an intimate documentation of his bereavement rather than a Linkin Park effort.[10] He further articulated in interviews his intention to process the loss openly, stating, "My intention is just to go out there and tell my story," highlighting music's role as a comforting "blanket" during his recovery.[8]Initial EP
The Post Traumatic EP, released on January 25, 2018, via Warner Bros. Records and Machine Shop Records, represented Mike Shinoda's first solo musical output following the death of Linkin Park bandmate Chester Bennington in July 2017.[10] This three-track digital-only project served as Shinoda's initial creative response to his personal grief, allowing him to begin processing the loss through music without the structure of a full album.[11] The EP features the tracks "Place to Start" (2:13), "Over Again" (3:50), and "Watching as I Fall" (3:31), all written and self-produced by Shinoda.[11] No featured artists appear on the release, emphasizing Shinoda's solitary creative process during this period. Accompanied by simple visuals for each song, the EP was distributed exclusively through digital platforms and streaming services, reflecting its role as a raw, unpolished starting point.[10] Upon release, the EP was met with strong initial support from fans, who praised its honest exploration of vulnerability and healing, amassing millions of streams in its early weeks and building anticipation for Shinoda's forthcoming full-length album.[11] This reception underscored the EP's function as a therapeutic bridge between personal reflection and broader artistic expression.Writing and recording
Songwriting process
Following Chester Bennington's death on July 20, 2017, Mike Shinoda began the songwriting process for Post Traumatic less than two weeks later, using music as a therapeutic outlet to process his grief. He described the approach as akin to journaling, capturing raw, stream-of-consciousness lyrics that documented his immediate emotional turmoil without initial concern for structure or polish.[12][13] Shinoda incorporated key collaborations to enrich the album's emotional layers, reaching out personally to artists he admired and had prior connections with. For instance, he contacted K.Flay to contribute vocals to "Make It Up As I Go," valuing her distinctive style to convey themes of resilience amid uncertainty; similarly, he approached Deftones frontman Chino Moreno, a longtime friend, for the introspective track "Lift Off," where Moreno's ethereal delivery complemented Shinoda's verses on personal boundaries and loss. These partnerships arose organically from Shinoda's outreach during his healing process, allowing him to blend perspectives while maintaining the album's introspective core.[12][14] The project evolved from the three-track Post Traumatic EP released in January 2018—which included "Place to Start," "Over Again," and "Watching as I Fall"—into a full 16-track album by June 2018, expanding to encompass a broader narrative arc from despair to tentative hope. New additions such as "Promises I Can't Keep" and "In My Head" were integrated as late-stage developments, with Shinoda revising lyrics across multiple iterations—sometimes up to 20 versions per song—to deepen emotional authenticity and refine the progression of his trauma narrative.[12][14] Drawing from his hip-hop roots in the Fort Minor project, Shinoda employed intricate rhyme schemes and a narrative-driven structure to frame the album's exploration of trauma, treating songs as sequential chapters that build like verses in a rap battle to confront and unpack psychological conflict. This approach allowed for dense, rhythmic storytelling that prioritized vulnerability over commercial appeal, echoing the raw introspection of his earlier solo work.[15][14]Recording sessions
The recording sessions for Post Traumatic primarily took place at Shinoda's home studio, The Stockroom, in Los Angeles, with additional work conducted there and at The Village Studios.[16][17] Shinoda handled the majority of the production himself, serving as producer, programmer, recorder, mixer, and vocal producer across all tracks, emphasizing a self-reliant process to maintain creative control.[18] Shinoda utilized digital audio workstations such as Pro Tools for recording vocals and drums, while incorporating Ableton for other elements, allowing for a flexible workflow that supported both structured tracking and experimental beats.[16] He adopted a minimalistic production approach, deliberately avoiding overpolished elements to preserve authenticity and prevent the material from feeling contrived or overly refined.[16] This method focused on capturing immediate, unfiltered performances, with Shinoda noting the importance of keeping arrangements sparse to highlight emotional directness.[14] Engineers including Robert Carrillo contributed to additional recording, vocal engineering, and assistant mixing on multiple tracks, while co-producers and mixers such as Andrew Dawson handled specific songs like "Over Again" and "Brooding."[18] For instance, on "Lift Off," Carrillo assisted with additional recording and vocal tracking, complementing Shinoda's lead on mixing and vocal production to integrate guest contributions from Chino Moreno and Machine Gun Kelly efficiently.[18] Other collaborators, like Boonn on "About You" and Shaun Lopez on "Promises," provided targeted additional production and engineering support without dominating the core self-produced aesthetic.[18] The sessions spanned from late 2017, shortly after Chester Bennington's death in July, through early 2018, culminating in the EP's release in January and the full album in June.[4] This compressed timeline enabled a rapid turnaround, allowing Shinoda to channel raw emotion directly into the recordings as a form of ongoing music therapy, with initial demos evolving quickly from personal sketches into finished pieces.[3]Music and lyrics
Musical style
Post Traumatic showcases a hybrid musical style blending hip-hop, electronic, and rock elements, evolving from Mike Shinoda's established sound in Linkin Park toward a more introspective and subdued aesthetic.[19] The album's production emphasizes sparse, atmospheric arrangements with prominent deep bass, sharp snares, and electronic textures, providing breathing room for rhythmic flows in contrast to the denser, more aggressive layering typical of his band work.[20] Electronic beats and sampled loops form the core instrumentation, often paired with minimal guitar riffs and poignant piano melodies to evoke a sense of isolation and contemplation. Cold synth ambiences and trap-influenced drums appear throughout, as heard in the slow trap beats and catchy synth lines on tracks like "About You" featuring blackbear.[21][22] Live drums, contributed by collaborators such as Linkin Park's Rob Bourdon and drummer Darren King, add subtle rock edges to select songs, including brooding electronic pulses on "Hold It Together." Spanning approximately 53 minutes, the album comprises 16 tracks, including the three from Shinoda's initial Post Traumatic EP and 13 new original compositions.[22] Variations across the record include pop-rap fusions in upbeat selections and ambient synth-driven interludes, such as the barren, repeating deep synths underscoring moments of tension.[23] Overall, the style draws from industrial influences like Nine Inch Nails for darker passages and hip-hop roots akin to N.W.A for rhythmic drive, creating a cohesive yet eclectic listening experience.[17]Lyrical themes
The lyrics of Post Traumatic center on the experience of post-traumatic stress following the sudden loss of close relationships, particularly the suicide of Linkin Park frontman Chester Bennington in July 2017, as Shinoda processes the ensuing emotional turmoil and gradual path to recovery.[24] Tracks like "Over Again" and "I.O.U." contain direct references to Bennington, with the former depicting the repetitive haunting of memories and the latter expressing a debt of gratitude to supportive figures amid grief, underscoring Shinoda's reflections on their shared history without overt sensationalism.[25][26] The album structures its narrative around the stages of grief, mapping Shinoda's internal journey through denial, anger, and acceptance. In "Place to Start," denial manifests as a disoriented search for footing in the immediate aftermath of loss, with lines like "I don't know where to start / But I guess that's the point" capturing the paralysis of initial shock, accompanied by real voicemails from fans offering solace.[24] Anger emerges in the bonus track "Prove You Wrong," where Shinoda confronts doubters and his own frustrations with raw defiance, as in the chorus: "Welcome to the breakdown / Tired of playing games now / Make it no mistake / I will prove you wrong," channeling resentment toward external judgments on his healing process.[25] Acceptance arrives in "Promises I Can't Keep," a poignant reckoning with irreversible change, where Shinoda admits the futility of clinging to past commitments, singing "I made promises I can't keep / But I'm trying anyway," symbolizing a shift toward forward momentum.[25] Shinoda's vulnerability permeates the lyrics, openly addressing mental health struggles, fan interactions, and survivor's guilt through intimate, confessional language that invites empathy. Songs like "Nothing Makes Sense Anymore" delve into the disorientation of trauma, with vivid imagery of psychological unraveling—"The colors all run together / And it all just looks the same"—evoking the numbness and isolation following Bennington's death.[26] Survivor's guilt surfaces in reflections on continuing without Bennington, as in "Over Again," where the cyclical torment of performance anxiety is portrayed: "Over and over again / The same old story," highlighting the guilt of moving forward while haunted by absence.[24] Metaphors such as shattered glass recur to represent fractured relationships and self-perception, as seen in broader thematic fragmentation across tracks like "Watching as I Fall," where emotional breakage mirrors the splintered aftermath of loss.[25] Fan interactions are woven in gratefully, with "Crossing a Line" incorporating supportive messages that affirm community as a healing force, emphasizing Shinoda's dialogue with listeners navigating similar pain. The album includes a remix of Linkin Park's "In the End" on the deluxe edition, reimagined as a subdued tribute that honors Bennington's legacy through subtle vocal echoes and thematic resonance on unfulfilled promises, avoiding exploitation by focusing on collective remembrance rather than replacement.[25] This approach reinforces the lyrical commitment to authentic recovery, blending personal catharsis with respectful commemoration.[10]Release and promotion
Album release
Post Traumatic was officially released on June 15, 2018, through Warner Bros. Records and Machine Shop Recordings, in digital download, compact disc (CD), and vinyl formats.[27][28] The 16-track album combined the three songs from the preceding Post Traumatic EP with new original tracks, covers, and remixes, forming a comprehensive collection.[29] Initial physical copies were produced in limited quantities as part of bundled editions featuring an accompanying art book with lyrics and visuals, while distribution prioritized accessibility via digital streaming services.[30] The release occurred simultaneously worldwide, with minor variations in physical packaging for international markets.[17] A deluxe vinyl reissue followed on June 14, 2024, expanding the album to 18 tracks by including the bonus songs "Prove You Wrong" and "What the Words Meant," which had previously appeared in digital deluxe editions.[29] This edition was offered in multiple variants, such as orange crush-colored vinyl and a zoetrope picture disc, pressed on double LP for enhanced audio fidelity.[31][32]Singles and marketing
The lead single from Post Traumatic, "Crossing a Line", was released on March 29, 2018, serving as the first preview track from the album and marking Shinoda's initial solo outing under his own name.[33] The accompanying music video, directed by Shinoda alongside Aaron Farley, features abstract visuals and performance footage emphasizing themes of uncertainty and forward movement.[34] This release was paired with "Nothing Makes Sense Anymore" as an additional promotional track on the same day, both intended to introduce the album's emotional narrative.[35] Subsequent singles built on this momentum, with "About You" featuring blackbear released on April 26, 2018, and its official music video highlighting Shinoda's rapping over electronic beats with the guest artist's melodic chorus.[36] "Make It Up as I Go" followed as an official radio single, emphasizing resilience with contributions from K.Flay, while post-album promotion included the July 13, 2018, video for "Lift Off" featuring Chino Moreno and Machine Gun Kelly, presented in black-and-white studio footage to underscore themes of escape and elevation.[37] Live versions of tracks like "Nothing Makes Sense Anymore" were shared during early performances to connect with audiences. Additionally, "Fine", originally previewed in the initial Post Traumatic EP, received expanded post-release attention through a standalone video in December 2019, tying back to the album's grief-processing arc.[38] Marketing efforts centered on intimate fan engagement, with Shinoda utilizing social media platforms like Instagram and Twitter for teasers of artwork, song snippets, and personal reflections on the creative process, fostering a sense of shared healing following Chester Bennington's death.[15] A key component was the interactive digital booklet hosted on mikeshinoda.com, where fans could navigate layered visuals, lyrics, and Shinoda's paintings synchronized with tracks, enhancing the album's conceptual depth. Limited merchandise tie-ins, including orange crush vinyl editions, art books featuring Shinoda's collaborations with artist Frank Maddocks, and tour-exclusive items, were sold via the official store to support physical and collectible appeal.[39][40] Promotion extended to live experiences through the Post Traumatic Tour, launched in May 2018 with headline dates across North America and Europe, blending album tracks with select Linkin Park and Fort Minor material. Shinoda also performed at Linkin Park Underground events in 2018 and 2019, intimate fan-club shows that spotlighted Post Traumatic songs without a full band reunion, allowing for raw, solo interpretations and direct interaction with supporters.[41] These efforts, powered in part by partnerships like Mercedes-Benz for select international legs, emphasized vulnerability and recovery over large-scale spectacle.[42]Artwork and packaging
Cover art design
The cover art for Post Traumatic features an abstract painting in red and black hues created by Mike Shinoda, overlaid with his signature in white across the center. Developed in collaboration with longtime Linkin Park visual artist Frank Maddocks, who handled the artwork direction, photography, and design, the piece draws from Shinoda's personal paintings produced during his grieving process.[43][40][17] Shinoda's inspiration for the artwork stemmed from art therapy practices he adopted to cope with the death of Linkin Park vocalist Chester Bennington in July 2017, using painting as a means to externalize and process emotional turmoil. The abstract, distorted forms in the cover evoke a sense of mental fragmentation and breakage, mirroring the album's exploration of trauma and healing.[44][45] The inner artwork expands on this concept through a series of Shinoda's paintings included in the physical edition's accompanying art book, which documents his emotional journey with themes of memory and loss. The book also incorporates poetry written by Shinoda's wife, Anna Shinoda, further personalizing the visual narrative.[17][46][47]Packaging details
The standard edition of Post Traumatic was released on CD in a jewel case format, accompanied by a booklet featuring lyrics and credits.[48] The vinyl pressing utilized a matte gatefold sleeve, complete with generic white inner sleeves featuring cut corners and label holes, along with a two-sided semi-glossy insert.[49] In 2018, limited editions expanded the physical offerings, including a special clear vinyl 2LP bundled with a 10-inch bonus disc containing two unreleased tracks, produced in a run of 3000 copies worldwide and manufactured in Canada.[50] Signed copies were also offered via Mike Shinoda's official webstore. The 2024 deluxe reissue comprises an 18-track 2LP set incorporating the original album plus bonus tracks "Prove You Wrong" and "What The Words Meant," available in standard black vinyl, limited orange crush pressing, and limited zoetrope picture disc formats.[29] This edition features a gatefold sleeve housing the records in plain white inner sleeves, accompanied by a full-color two-sided printed inlay with lyrics and credits.[51]Reception
Critical reception
Upon its release in June 2018, Post Traumatic received generally favorable reviews from critics, who praised its emotional authenticity while noting inconsistencies in execution. The album holds a Metacritic score of 73 out of 100, based on five critic reviews, indicating generally favorable reception.[52] Critics commended the album's raw vulnerability and its role as a therapeutic exploration of grief following Chester Bennington's death, with many highlighting Shinoda's honest depiction of loss and recovery. The Guardian described it as an "unflinching" account of mourning, offering "tears, strength and comfort" through its candid portrayal of pain, guilt, and hope, though it critiqued the unedited 16-track length as occasionally unpolished.[53] Similarly, Sputnikmusic lauded the lyrics and overarching concept as the album's strongest elements, framing it as a "therapy session" that cathartically navigates stages of grief—denial, anger, bargaining, and acceptance—in tribute to Bennington.[21] Kerrang! called it an "important, thoughtful" work that unites those grieving with a sense of purpose and healing.[54] However, some reviewers pointed to uneven pacing and a lack of sonic innovation as drawbacks, with the project sometimes feeling derivative or stagnant without the full Linkin Park dynamic. Pitchfork rated it 3.8 out of 10, criticizing the sparse production for creating "stasis and dead air" and the lyrics for vagueness and clumsiness, which undermined the emotional depth despite vulnerable moments like the bleak rehearsal reflections in "Over Again."[20] Sputnikmusic echoed concerns about tonal imbalances from stylistic choices like trap beats and auto-tuned hooks, which occasionally distracted from the introspective core.[21] The Guardian noted that moodier electronic tracks succeeded more than angrier rap sections, contributing to an overall uneven quality.[53] Individual tracks drew specific acclaim for their contributions to the album's emotional arc. "Crossing a Line," featuring Blackbear and Lil Wayne, was highlighted for its collaborative energy and anthemic uplift, providing a brighter counterpoint amid the grief.[53] "Broken Glass" was praised for its introspective rawness, capturing Shinoda's internal turmoil in a brooding, electronic haze.[21] In the context of 2018, reviews often tied the album to broader discussions of grief and mental health, with outlets like The Guardian emphasizing its function as a public tribute to Bennington and a discourse on processing suicide's aftermath.[53]Commercial performance
Post Traumatic debuted at number 16 on the Billboard 200, with 28,000 album-equivalent units in its first week, including 23,000 pure album sales. It reached number one on the Billboard Top Rock Albums and Top Alternative Albums charts in the United States. Internationally, Post Traumatic peaked at number 40 on the New Zealand Albums Chart, number 12 in Australia, number 20 in the United Kingdom, and number 19 in Scotland. By the end of 2019, the album had sold more than 200,000 copies worldwide. The album's streaming performance was significant, accumulating over 100 million streams on Spotify by 2020, largely driven by popular singles such as "Crossing a Line" and "Fine." As of October 2025, it has exceeded 239 million streams on the platform.[55] A 2023 remastered version was released digitally, followed by a 2024 deluxe vinyl reissue featuring two bonus tracks, "Prove You Wrong" and "What the Words Meant."Track listing and credits
Track listing
The original edition of Post Traumatic, released on June 15, 2018, consists of 16 tracks with a total runtime of 53:12. The first three tracks were previously released as part of the Post Traumatic EP in January 2018, while the remaining tracks are new originals written primarily by Mike Shinoda. Shinoda serves as the producer on all tracks, with co-production credits on select songs including "Lift Off" (Andrew Dawson), "Running From My Shadow" (Boonn), and additional production on "About You" (Aaron C. Harmon and Jordan Reyes). The track listing below includes song titles, featured artists where applicable, durations, and primary writers.| No. | Title | Featured artist(s) | Duration | Writer(s) |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | "Place to Start" | 2:13 | Mike Shinoda [56] | |
| 2 | "Over Again" | 3:50 | Mike Shinoda [57] | |
| 3 | "Watching as I Fall" | 3:31 | Mike Shinoda [58] | |
| 4 | "Nothing Makes Sense Anymore" | 3:33 | Mike Shinoda [59] | |
| 5 | "About You" | blackbear | 3:26 | Mike Shinoda, Mat Musto [60] |
| 6 | "Brooding (Instrumental)" | 3:05 | Mike Shinoda [61] | |
| 7 | "Promises I Can't Keep" | 3:38 | Mike Shinoda [62] | |
| 8 | "Crossing a Line" | 3:53 | Mike Shinoda [63] | |
| 9 | "Hold It Together" | 3:25 | Mike Shinoda [64] | |
| 10 | "Ghosts" | 2:54 | Mike Shinoda [65] | |
| 11 | "Make It Up as I Go" | K.Flay | 3:29 | Mike Shinoda, K.Flay, Brad Delson [66] |
| 12 | "Lift Off" | Chino Moreno, Machine Gun Kelly | 4:00 | Mike Shinoda, Chino Moreno, Colson Baker [67] |
| 13 | "I.O.U." | 2:42 | Mike Shinoda [68] | |
| 14 | "Running from My Shadow" | grandson | 3:24 | Mike Shinoda, grandson, Brad Delson, Ross Golan, Kevin Hissink [69] |
| 15 | "World's on Fire" | 3:15 | Mike Shinoda [70] | |
| 16 | "Can't Hear You Now" | 3:27 | Mike Shinoda [71] |
Personnel
Mike Shinoda served as the primary artist, handling lead vocals, rapping, and instrumentation across all tracks, while also producing and engineering the entire album.[30]Featured Artists and Additional Musicians
- blackbear provided additional vocals on "About You."[30]
- K.Flay contributed vocals on "Make It Up As I Go."[30]
- Chino Moreno and Machine Gun Kelly (mgk) delivered guest vocals on "Lift Off."[30]
- grandson featured on vocals for "Running From My Shadow."[30]
- Rob Bourdon played percussion on "Place to Start."[17]
- Darren King performed live drums on "Hold It Together."[17]
- Boonn added guitar on "Running From My Shadow."[17]